you cant have everything to go your way, not everything.
stop assuming that the world would fit perfectly just for you alone.

think of the people around you.




are they ready to join you, in your wonderland.
i am never like you, my feet are on the ground.
i study, to be somebody in the near future.
i work, to pay my school fees.
i am busy! always busy.


spare us a thought.
when i am ready, i will answer your call.


at this point of time, i am fucking stress out with projects as well as work!
i do not have spare time to think of things i shouldnt even bother.
my work schedule is fucking hell tight as well and they blooody failed to let me off. that means that i will not have enough time to do my fucking project that is due this coming friday.


so, please be more understanding.










i wonder if you ever understand me?
do you even know me?



btw, you can have all the fun you want because... i have decided not to be bothered, not anymore. i realise that i have got other better things to do (: afterall i don think i am a superwoman. i don have the power, to stop the wrongdoings.


what's more.
who am i? who am i?




P/S: take it or leave it,
P/S/S: i do not hate you; i am too numb to hate you either. and i will hear you out, when the time is right. give me some time. give us some time.