haven been updating because my pc decided to die on me again.
thankfully, the doctor tried his best to rescue this vulnerable pc. all thanks to muthu who helped me carried everything down to the pc clinic for a thorough check-up!

was depressed on the whole of monday afternoon. feel so useless just lying on the bed doing nothing even though i have got accounting tutorial to complete. just didnt want to do anything because i couldnt get connected with the world. luckily muthu's hardworking enough to get everything back to normal again (:

a tiring tuesday.
been slacking almost everyday at home, waking up late until tuesday where accounting lecture is a die-die-also-must-go, not that i love the lecturer. ha it was also the very first time linda drove me to school. that's why i have to wake up even earlier so that i will not be late! and for the very first time i stepped into the hall before the lesson commence! usually, people will see me walking in halfway through the lecture but yesterday, i finally had a chance to see people walking in during the lecture! ha.

project discussion after lesson and i was already almost dead, don know why. again, i hopped on to dada's "honda civic (internal joke)" and... unknowingly, we were somewhere near johor! had trouble finding the way back to ang mo kio. felt guilty about it because im a road idiot reading idiot signs. anyway, it was fun man! ha but i bet she was dying (it's tiring to be driving so long). but thank you thank you thank you for bringing me for a tour! ha.

cancelled the korean tuition because visiting my grandma is more important (: went to the hospital alone just to see her. am relieved that she is behaving well last night. i just hope that she will be strong enough and get well soon. it worries me whenever my house phone rings in the middle of the night. sigh. how i wish i have the time to visit her everyday yet some times, i am afraid to visit her alone because there may be some communication barrier, some times.

be strong, and get well soon.