lack of post - been rather busy worrying about the bank loan and stuff such as watching vcds!

took leave on thursday and i was suppose to head down to the bank and get all my loan ready but failed. however, i did not took leave for nothing because darling and i headed down to temaseku polytekuniku to get my diploma cert! yeah.

paid the library fund - all thanks to suetster for reminding me to get my butt back to tp to collect my certificate as well as to pay the fines ((: otherwise, i wouldnt even have thought of getting it.

you know, the feeling of stepping into an institution is really carefree and different. i felt much happier when i am in the territory; i felt like a student. indeed, i love being a student and i wished that i am a student forever! haa.



he captured this shot when i was watching "my lovely samsoon" this afternoon at his house. am so addicted to the show that i feel like completing all the episodes without him! evil grin (;

spent the weekend watching vcds and we almost completed the whole set! way to go...

took another half day leave on friday to get my bank loan stuff settled. went maybank alone initially and enquire more on the loan stuff. seems and sounds easy but no idea if they will approve the loan or not. pray hard for me because i really want to study with my faves!

been rather stressful and depressed over this matter that i couldnt control my emotions and temper. felt rather hopeless when i don know who i can go to. felt anxious when i realise that my immediate family members cannot be my guarantor/applicant for the loan. felt like giving up then. the kind of frustration was so... indescribeable.

vent my frustration on darling as well as the fiarking malay babi(s) at SIM. called them and they gave me stupid and rude reply so i yelled at them. partly because i was already so depressed and partly because they were rude! malay babis. pundeh!

sakae-d after that to make myself a happy girl again (:
sorry darling for throwing tantrums at you again, i know you are innocent but too bad cos you're the only one who's there with me then! bleahs. (; but again, thank you for being there for me during my lowest moment. till now, i really have got no idea if you are encouraging me to further my studies or to start working... ha.

anyway... i just got back from my aunt's place and finally got all the education loan application forms filled up and signed.

i owe them one. people who treat me nice, i will definitely repay them when i have the ability. i owe them one, they are the one who gave me a chance to further my studies unlike some selfish relative out there! bleah. now, i just hope that this loan will be approved so i can officially start schooling on the 2nd july with all my fave people! another piece of good news is that, mr neo shui jin jimson has found a job! he is now employed and he will be starting work on the 2nd of july as well!

2nd of july is our lucky dateee! just 1 month before our 3 years anniversary! aw... let's work hard together! muahs.