sigh. am i really that scary? :(
i didnt know.
im sorry.

everybody see things on the surface only; never in-depth.
why i did this; why i did that?
were there any reasons behind my doings? nobody cares.
i learned to keep things to myself because i myself knows myself more than anyone else. even though i am still learning to know myself.

me, myself and i.

it's okay to be misunderstood.
im fine with it.

but some times, what really hurt the most is when someone you thought knows you the best end up losing my track. losing the faith in me. losing the trust and everything.



hear nobody, but yourself.
see nobody, but yourself.
trust nobody, but yourself.

the ups and downs in life. live with it. life's this interesting (:
get back on track after a break.
cry out loud not to gain sympathy but to make yourself feeling better.


im really not out to hurt anyone.
i just wanted and tried very hard to please everyone. want the people i love to be happy, always.
again, it's difficult to please everyone.

i rather be the one not happy afterall.
hear me out. you wouldnt.
i hate myself. where's myself? you aint that vulnerable before.

cherish everyone and everything before it's too late.





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