meaningless.

pathetic $4.95 singdollars left in my bank! and my freaking pay is not in yet! suppose to be in on the 10th but hey, it's still $4.95! how to surviveeee?

anyway, have been secretly using web messenger in the office. i don know if it's allowed or not, but i guess probably not.

aye... i don know, i am thinking way too much. shouldnt be thinking about it at all but why am i still thinking?


no more clubbing this friday! i am forcing myself to not go for the time being but then again, i am addicted to it already :(

financial problems at home too. accumulated bills are bombs! really. from hundreds to thousands. goodness. really have to stop spending so much already and when my first pay comes which is only 400odd, i will give my mother some. then i will self declare bankrupt again because driving lessons are expensive as well!

my boss just said, "singaporeans where got poor?"
then in my mind i thought, "ya, the rich will always be the richest... and the poor will always be the poorest!"

no money no honey, haa.



seriously miss that boy. (you know i know.)