on sunday evening, my mum was telling me that she hasnt seen me for very long already. i guess she miss me! well, i actually miss my family members too. all because i have gotta work and take up driving lesson on certain days, i can hardly see them. whenever i am back home, they are asleep and when i get up, they're gone for work/school. on weekends, i am seldom home early as well... this explains why i hardly see them around.

in my heart... they're still the most important people in my life!

no zouk on last friday because it was suppose to be a holy friday of 13th! haa. and we made it! we kept our promises except for the itchy shushu! see la, now your mother exploded already! sad for us now. haa. didnt go cos i gotta wake up very early the next day to go darling's house then head for breakfast with his family. haa and i smartly forgot/intentionally did not set any alarm because i wanted to sleep as much as i can. ended up, he smsed me and i woke up. woke up much later than expected so i rushed the get myself prepared. darling drove us for the very first time. not bad ah! haa. smooth journey ((: i cant wait for the day you own your very own car and drive me around, anywhere i want! haa.

i shouldnt have take up driving lesson. seriously a waste of money and i don enjoy myself! just cant click with old man. he doesnt understand me, and i don understand him as well! he looks down on girls lar, especially me. haa. he didnt really teach me anything and expects me to know everything! it's not as if i drive before even before coming for his lesson. it's not as if i get to practise driving everyday. i don have that much capital to do so as well. i wish my instructor is my father or my boyfriend then. i feel that i am giving him free money while he sits there and scold me :( TEACH ME LA! goodness. pay more concentration on me rather than your wife and your mahjong kahkis! they don pay you, i am the one paying you!

haa.

i am always very demoralized and sad after every driving lesson.