Monday, April 30, 2007
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1:08 PM
been so emotional lately. especially when i listen to sentimental songs instead of r&b. emotional. the emotional me. switch it back. 很想说 you are so beautiful 在我眼里你永远最美 连你一个微笑也都会让我醉 你所谓的幸福我想给以为手不放开就是痴心绝对 爱与美 难道 笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了 还是真心走了彼此不信任了终于懂了 真的 很想说有你是幸福的 很想说我的心是你的 很想说你真的误解了 很想说你真的忘记了 my love * 笑容没了距离有了快乐也走了 还是真心走了彼此不信任了 终于懂了 真的 很想说有你是幸福的很想说我的心是你的 很想说你真的误解了 很想说你真的忘记了 很想说会好好疼你的 很想说爱你是自由的很想说你是否听见了 很想说你真的忘记了 爱了 就有坚持理由 别说我会留在路口不会走 爱你会直到最后很想说有你是幸福的 很想说我的心是你的 很想说你真的误解了 很想说你真的忘记了 很想说会好好疼你的 很想说爱你是自由的 很想说你是否听见了 很想说我们可不可以复合 COL (cries out loud) haa. goodness.
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9:22 AM
i am thinking of... plastic surgery from head to toe! give me the money, i will do it! lack of confidence i suppose ((: can i zhng myself from head to toe?collect bottles of bloody oil. enlarge this pair of eyes. sharpen my nose. replace my lips. makes my face sharper and prettier. make my bone smaller and lighter. let me grow a little taller. enlarge my boobs a little. take away all the hairs on my hands and legs! give me a pair of slender legs. i want to be beautiful...
Thursday, April 26, 2007
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8:42 PM
in love with this banana. only this brand! haaa. the rest not nice... surprisingly this week pass quite fast! working from monday to friday only is a big motivation. enjoy what i am doing and be paid, even though i am doing some shitty easy job (sai gang). my life, be life.  met darling on tuesday night. it was his don know what engineer thingy anniversary at marina where this year ndp will be held. waited for him to come home... glad that he rushed down by cab ((: that was tueday. and this hungry boy dig for more food to eat. cupnoodles, two muffins, my daddy's soup, what else? i forgot. haa. oh and a piece of bread i bought for him! i was smart enough to have bought two so he can have it the next morning! everything i do, i do it for you. "wanna laugh just laugh la!" fetish for army uniform, especially this. and of course, the number one! wooos! so cool... makes me wanna go army too!   my sergeant neo!  but when i wear... i look like shiiiittt! lorry bang qia! omgoodness. so sad la!   one ex-colleague of theirs gave me and my colleagues each an egg tart. looks good but not very nice though. haa. but then again, i still love egg tart! :D  my vest! finally...  food again. meant for bonnie's farewell "party". haa.  and... i received my pgmall bag today! like finally la! :D so happy...  i thought i bought dark red... why does it turn out to be purple!? goodness. looks so aunty lah! :(   been reading online news everyday. felt really sad and gets emotional whenever i read what happen to the 13/14years old girl who died recently. so young, so many things she ought to be doing and contribute to the society. wasted. i cant swim either, if i am the one... i would definitely be like her, probably force myself to die rather than to struggle in the water. scary. i should avoid water activities. sigh. she's so poor thing... it's like a nightmare, but she didnt wake up.
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3:26 PM
it is finally THURSDAY!
Monday, April 23, 2007
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8:32 PM
featuring the BEST muffin in the world!chocolat n' spice banana walnut's my favorite now. (thanks to bonnie for getting me addicted!)i wonder if i do get some advertisment fee from chocolat n' spice or not for mentioning their name everywhere so many million times plus word-of-mouth. viral marketing ok! should ask them for a fee ((: perhaps every week sponsor me a box of muffins and/or strawberry cheesecake will do.  bitebite.  went to amoy street for lunch like finally. not because i don take lunch but because we have been packing lunch back more often than lunching out due to the hionging crowd at tanjong pagar/shenton way. if only it's less crowded everywhere, i would be the happiest girl in the world to be surrounded with many many nice and good and economic food! ((: yummy yummy tang yuan but i don like the peanut soup. tang yuan rocks! cheap and nice!   i guess i was too bored to be true. seriously am sick of facing these files but yet again, i am more comfortable with filing cos i have got all the time in the world to file file file file. cooool. enjoy "filing" cum resting over here - peaceful. seng, i've got super lorry-bang-qia, qia-bang-bus, bus-bang-truck photos too!  the major difference in just this pair of eyes. why? they belongs to mine. but why? why?   this mochi's from some shanghai's client. brought all the way from shanghai but it doesnt taste good. or maybe im the only one not liking it. packaging wise is nice of course. looks good tastes bad. aw. wasted.    due to too much of zouking in the past, my poor little shoe gave way. mouth open so big already. got to buy another pair, i believe i will buy the same pair. simple and versatile. next time i will wear lousy pair of shoes to zouk. let them step all they want. haa.  last week was indeed a super pms-ey and boring week for me beside wednesday and friday. it was a last minute decision that darling will be having his nights off on wednesday so we decided to have dinner at causeway point. he wanted good food yet there aint any fave restaurants over there so i suggested on food court. haa the right choice indeed. don look down on food court, they do serve good food as well. except that they are mostly(all) self-servic1e. darling was very nice to me that day, i don know why. but the feeling's so different and special :) hee. i can feel it. delicious yummy chicken chop with mushroom sauce. yums.  but his is even better! oh my god... haa. forever choosing something that's more expensive than mine! bleahs. the next time i go there, i will have this!  come on down come on down. down where?  the working environment is getting better everyday. most of the colleagues get along well with one another however, office politics are still inevitable. i do not know if they like me or not but well... so far so good (: i am neutral and will not want to be involved in this. they are nice people actually, everyone's wonderful. almost everyday they have got food to distribute, is it good or bad then? yummmyy! toasted cranberry bread? healthy-ly niceee!  pardon me again, i was just bored.     had lunch with mr loke uncle on friday! well, i had difficulty searching for him and he was like whining and whining that the weather is killing him that much. if he whine, i should be screaming and yelling already since i walked so far to meet him. haa. bought my fave muffin (oh again) and then headed to coffeebean for SR(R) lol! not a bad deal actually to have bought him a muffin and in return, he treated me to SR(R). i gain! (;
i tell you... this small little thing is superb! it's the best little thing on earth with ice-cream in the inner and chocolate on the outter. too bad it's really small... if only they produce huge giantic ones! yums! haa.
given by my colleague as well.  wanted to try out the prata at amk hub in the evening but my mother smsed me and order me to go over to my auntie's place for dinner com grandpa's birthday celebration. yes, it was an order to bring jimson along too! so we have no choice but to forgo our prata... it has been quite some time since the family gathered. chinese new year was probably the last time. i felt that it is nice having some family gathering at least once a month. when i was younger, much younger, all of us gathered at my grandparents place every sunday. we were all so close then. started to drifted apart when everyone starts growing up. hardly being able to fork out a little bit of time for dinner together. ah... i don even sit down with my small family for dinner let alone be with the rest. double sigh. the chilli crabs' especially delicious! it has been years i have not tasted it already. darling's lucky to have a taste of it! haa too bad this boy doesnt know how to eat crab or should i say, he was just super lazy to crack it. i think i still love dining with my family because i can afford to be dirty and messy! :D beautiful fruit cake bought by my mother ((: for my grandpa. happy birthday. stay healthy and strong.  seventy-three and still counting...  my grandparents.    this weekend was great! because we have got much time together ((: make full use of all three days. ((: woke up early on saturday morning to get prepared and have breakfast with darling's family. didnt want to wake up but he forced me to just because he wants to drive us for breakfast. my eyes cant even open...  wahahahahaaa.... and my lorry-bang-qias-till-ambulance-also-don-want-to-come photos! wahahahas!  like a monkey. thanks to the tree behind. makes me look more like one! wahahahaaas.  act sweet right darling? haa.  then he started rumbling about me going to club. he dislike me to zouk. haa. two weeks no zouk already. no sound no picture no nothing already! haa. then we started a minor debate on our way to his house.  still not happy, give you a kiss. so keep quiet... :D  okie, that's the way darling ((: stop pouting! haa. muahs, i love you. breakfast at hougang mall was great! the table was too small to fit in all the dishes they ordered. way too much to finish i guess. really like a big feast! haa. darling had his korean food and i chose japanese food. his still more expensive than mine! >:( haa. and finally, his driving license is ready for collection! woo. handsome boy... don destroy your card ah! it's for life... no longer a student pass or 11b. stayed a little while at his house then off we headed down to orchard! it has been so long... call me a mountain tortoise, haa. i finally tried the fried mars at far east. really like finally! price jerk up already i realise. yummy yummy even he likes it but it's quite expensive! it's really a once-in-a-blue-moon kinda snack. no money no fried-mars.  played with this machine and had our photos captured! and this is the place where i get so pissed with that ah lian sales assistant. darling kept holding me back, if not for that i would have slam her upside down, downside up mentally! she's indeed one brainless, idiotic, lazy, stupid, dumb, arsehole, fatty, ugly, xialan, guailan, knnb, ccb sales person i have even seen! let me explain... when we walked into the shop, she stared at us without a smile of course. then when i change coins, i said politely, she gave me a bochap attitude. i still thank her happily, she ignored. i was still happy then and didnt take it to heart. after snapping, we waited ages for it to load to that page where we can "design" our pictures. really ages. she seems to know what's going on because she was walking up and down looking at the machine but she refused to tell us what actually went wrong with the machine. so she stomp up and down many times then finally, my frustration level went up to the max and i asked her, "is the machine lagging? it has been like that for very long already." then she without expression pause and replied, "then you gotta wait lo!" so can you imagine... at that moment i was already so farking fed-up and pissed and she replied me in this matter with such easy-to-say-hard-to-do sentence. idioticly stupid lah! fine, i waited. we waited. this is for you. FUCK YOU! si char bo.  entertaining myself while waiting...      if not for him... i think i would be beaten up! wahahaa.   featuring that si char bo. knnbccb stupid ahlian! her face really gone case. as if boyfriend just dump her like that. on the right on the right... farking idiot! your boss is bling to employ you, i pity him/her. thats why no business one! so what if i wanna use my phone and snap everything in that shop! it's still my phone. there's no where pasted in that shop stating that no cameras are allow. think you should start pasting "no ugly faces allow" first. I HATE YOU! ugly pig.  DARLING... i love you! hee.  THE final; the outcome!  yes! and we finally went amk hub to try out the prata and nasi bryani! i like the prata but the bryani... so so only. mutton too chewy and rice too much! haa.   as promised... darling brought me to swissbake and bought me a mini cake! was considering whether to get the blueberry cheesecake or tiramisu. ended up getting the tiramisu though. haa. tira-miss-u ((: the lady asked if is meant to be a birthday cake... darling replied, "no." i replied, "i want candle!"   woo! yummy... i want to try the strawberry cheesecake next! haa. 
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♠ ME, myself&i
nothing great, nothing bad.
full-time student.
part-time worker.
JIM'S naughty girlfriend.
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