yet i am still coughing that hard...

tell me...
would you rather be my friend or be my enemy?
love is so much better than hatred.

it's my nature to want everyone to be happy but i failed.
i realised that i cant make everyone happy.
it's either one and two is happy, or two and three is happy, or one and three is happy. one, two and three cannot be happy trio anymore.

some times, i rather be the one not happy. yes. i am not happy :( no longer a happy girl. my smiles are not as genuine as before. nobody yearn for such things to happen. it was an unexpected accident.

things turn out nasty, not physically nasty but mentally nasty. it has been torturing for me to face this problem. i chose to avoid because i wanted everyone to be happy!

...save me


i am depressed. thank you.


"to choose is definitely to lose."