many doubts. many questions.
who can answer them all? only you.
but i believe the answers will all be negative.

really wonder if you really do _____ me.
really wonder if i am _____ to you.
really wonder what you _____ from me.
really wonder what i've done _____.
really wonder if you've ever _____ me.

i guess they are all negative. i was too naive to believe every single words you said. but i still believe... like what i've told jim last night. the wrongs will be overwrite. we've to forgive and forget.

only the sweet memories left because i hate to think of the evil moves you did. ha, from the beginning, i was just a speck of dust; a piece of sheet for you to tease; for you to mocked at when you're lonely. ha. sad to say, i am just nothing to you. that's why you have the courage to destroy my life. destroy everything, with the influence of your surroundings.

big big sigh. but thank you, you've made me realised that i have made the right choice afterall. i know you will not give me peace but still, you've made me shut down all possible communication space between you and me. and this is what you always wanted; finally it happened, happy? thought you're mature enough to be sensible and reasonable. i guess i am still wrong.

i know you're happier than before.