The end of 2006 didn't ended quite well with me being sick again, as well as many other things haunting me almost every night. I choose to avoid it because i don't want anyone to be hurt. But on the other hand, avoiding doesn't do any good as well - it will add on more troubles for me in the future.

My little wish - as long as everyone is happy.

Sounds stupid and childish, i know. But I mean it.


I dont know why, but I know that my heart is cramping with many many worries, problems and contradictions. I hate it. I choose to keep everything inside me, wanted to state it all in this page but better not. What for let everyone knows about my problem, they can't help. Instead, they are adding more fuel to it (:


Darling's having his TP test today. Really hope he can make it and pass it at one go! Want him to be happier and be proud of him as well. Hee. But then again, even if he didn't make it, it's okay ok darling? It's just luck. Hopefully everyone on the road are courteous drivers and pedestrians. Ha.


Well, I have got work at 2pm later. FIAK! Of all, why me? I am always the unlucky one. Already demoralized to the core. Nobody knows how it feels to be treated this way. Standard reply from everyone "Just bear another few more weeks lo, ending SIP already."

Big sigh.

Can anyone return me my weekend? It is utterly important, to me.




You're the lucky one. I am the unwanted (:
Be blessed.


KNNBCCB!