santa claus is coming to town.

and... i have yet to get anything prepared (:
no bulk purchasing of goodies for friends etc. like haha.

it's not that i don want to get prepared earlier. it's because i really have got no time to go shopping peacefully.


anyway, joined doreen, suetster and sengkia in the evening yesterday for some mini-super-short meetup plus alittle-alittle-bit of shopping "spree". feels so excited when i saw them, it seems as if we haven't met for quite some time. seng's pongpong hair becomes flat. suet's coloured hair becomes black. dor's permed hair becomes straight. im still the fiaking same old me, boring me *yawn* =O

the thought of waking up early everyday hurts :( after many many months, i am still not use to it. LOL. "still gotta work tomorrow hur."


darling's having his singing final in camp now. i felt so uncomfortable since afternoon, a little scared for him, felt a little nervous too. but wtfiak, it's not me on stage! ha. whoever wins the competition doesn't really matter to me because in my heart, he's always the champion. always my number one. he's really the best singer to me. so darling, don `qi4 neh3` ok? it's the type of experience you gained, not about the winning. muah! you're number ONE!


yeah. friday tomorrow. saturday the day after. sunday and monday off! happy life (:



ha. and i just trimmed my eyebrow and cut my own fringe a little shorter, aye. hopefully it doesn't look weird though. but who cares, nobody's going to look at me that closely.



another conclusion, i think that fiaking niang-zi hates me! argh. never mind, i think i hate her to the core too (: cheers.


i want buy more more more more things! for myself! wahaa.

i am so tired and sleepy today. wtfiak.

cant wake up early this morning. wtfiak.

no more nights off for him today. wtfiak.

"diu nia seng". wtfiak.



this coming friday will be his blk leave again! cant wait man (:
though i have work on almost every day, but i know i will be able to meet him after work. this definitely motivate me to work harder! and look forward to meet him. hee.


maybe next year we will be going to genting and after ord, to taiwan again? ha.
going genting next year will be quite cheap - $66 per pax for 3d2n @ first world hotel. but obviously, it's during low-peak season only (weekdays).

pi ah! why must i promote for this company. ha. they have to pay me for doing this man! hee.

counting down to the end of sip. then i can rip (:



but... another thing to worry about -- what can i do after i fiak off from temasek polytechnic? ha.



i am so vulgar now *diu nia seng* (: slap me!



so bored lah! sigh.

back once again. i promise to update as much as i can.

as usual, work takes up 80% of my life now (as calculated by sengkia). after much observation, i realised that some people really add on to their no-life schedules by working more ots and ots. but obviously, i am not those who are so hardworking. really cant be bothered to earn the company's money, i conclude that it is really not worth it. so what if you're earning so much, you don even have the time to spend it! muhaa. aye, just maybe save up and prepare to get married, have more more kids and buy a house and maybe enough to afford a car too. haa.

everyday im thinking of taking mc. too bad, im reaching the quota already. fiak (:

few days ago, i asked eesan whether i can work until 6pm on saturday or not, she said "i thought you're suppose to work till 6pm on every saturday as well?", i was kinda shocked when she says this. so does it mean that i can officially go off early on every saturday? if that's the case, i will be even happier!

after work yesterday, went over to meet darling and window shopp-ed around at bugis. wanted to buy a long skirt, but can't gauge whether it is nice or not. maybe im not use to it. ended up buying a pair of levis jeans for him. hee. it's another investment, right? hope it will be your favorite pair now. (:

hm. joined his army friends at chevron @ jurong after that. went k-ing again, i think i am really influenced by those who loves singing. ha. seems like almost every week will be k-ing time! cheap cheap there too, not bad afterall. i realised i have difficulty socialising with a certain catagory of girls. put in so much effort trying to be friend friend. lol. guess, i should let everything happen naturally. but again, i would rather not mixed with this catagory of girls (: not fun at all. pi. boring geeks!


"as if the books will talk to you!"

come on la, expand your social circle, it will do you good in future (: network is fiaking important. no matter how smart you are, you will eventually still lose out to those who are smart yet not hardworking (; good luck.


AND, i finally had my long-awaited hotcakes! been yearning for it for almost a month ago. ha. woke up early for hotcakes. not bad right. hee. thank you darling. you kept your promises.


muah!


christmas's really round the corner. really cant find time to buy presents. sigh. think i will have to go shop shop around alone on of these days. damn.

bleah.

goodness! i am sick again. been the 4th fiaking mc i am taking. now it's already december 4th, counting down to the end of sip. maybe another 1 and a half month? ha. really make full use the school systems and rules.

many things happened recently. argh. to feel happy, sad, angry or disappointed? really mixture of feelings, ups and downs. am damn tired about it already. seriously, i think i am indeed someone not worthy. someone who's out to hurt everyone. someone who doesn't know her own wants and needs. maybe i should start stating all my short-term goals first. i must know what i want most on earth! this or that. that or this.

but staying this way will definitely do all good. i hate it when somebody's hurt, i hate myself. yes, whatever i am doing will definitely be selfish yet greedy. i want everything and not care about the others' feelings, causing so many little troubles to arise and eventually go out of control. something inevitable and scary.


HA! i bet nobody knows what am i talking about. no worries, am just fiaking and crapping that i don even know wtf i am talking about. GIVE ME WHAT I WANT, don take everything away!




suetster, you're getting engaged? aw! can i be your bridemaid? LOL! so long didn't see you already, no more crapping, no more evil laughter, no more sharing of everything. argh! read your blog and wanted to tag tag but your lousy tagboard don know what happened! LOL! seriously miss youu. will be in the same class again! work hard together k? (: ~~~ jin tian ni yao jia gei wo ~~~

sengkia, dorrrr and raine - argh! miss you all too. how i wish sip can be over soon so that we can hang out in school more often criticizing everyone! muhaa! so when are you all getting married too? (: can i be your bridemaid too? LOL! dor, when will you accept him? or are you all together already? ha. can wait to meet hongyan too, cant wait to see my gift -- a gift from emperor! woo. raine, no more fling k! LOL! you've got a nice bf.

sandra and karen - been dreaming of you all since don know when. i am neglecting you all. am so sorry! i saw the tweety bird! woo. lol! sandra, will you hate me? will we be going oversea again? have you move house? LOL! where are you?



my life's so boring. i want to starve myself to death! or should i eat till i die? LOL! think i am going so crazy, and basically growing stupi-er. i am ruining my perfect life. (:





nobody understand what i am saying la. i am just fcuking bored :D hee. this is serious!