how cool.

i am working even on SUNDAY!


OH. give me back my bloody fcuking SUNDAY!



many many things happened. i am so so so confused. maybe partly because i am sick since million years ago.


really lost my voice :( and all the fucking customers cant bloody hell listen carefully. argh! always make me so irritated and angry.



*pray that they will not ask ask us to go down*

did i mention anything about transfering back to HQ at stinky golden mile complex? for almost two weeks already i think.

now i have even lesser time to see the girls. left with shu and me, leaving suet and jorin at ppx. starts with five of us and end up in three different branches. never mind, the lesser we see each other, the more we will miss each other! ha.

life at HQ is kinda more relax and happier i suppose. some of the "bad" people over there are becoming a little a little bit nicer. will definitely appreciate it if they can turn completely nice, i know that will not happen though. ha.

started to not eat anything since last friday when im working. ha. me and shu's diet plan. i know it's kinda ridiculous for shu to be on diet, she's really turning into a stick soon. ha. we motivate each other not to eat, i think so much so that i am not tempted with any food already. wanted to not eat anything the whole day yesterday but it didnt worked out as i was feeling very uncomfortable and felt like vomiting. ordered a sardine toast and we share. ha. save more money for more taxi rides man. one day two of us will just collapse in the office. no. we are strong! skully next week we will start eating again. hopefully everyday no appetite for me la. best. it feels good and better.

many many things happen for these few weeks. due to the fact that i am working almost every day, i tend to forget what actually happened. short term memory.

heh.


tomorrow's my off day! woo. most probably will be going bugis to take the dhl hot air ballon thingy with dar. lols.

um.

from the number of posts i made since sip starts, you can roughly gauge how busy i am. with the number of ots they imposed plus deducting all my weekend off, it is really very demoralizing for me, for us. everything changes since i step into the next phrase of attachment. the place that used to be the most strategic location, the place we long to throw ourselves in, the place where all the fucking bitches are. god bless.

yes. everybody said that attachment is just part of learning and suffering process in our poly life but we are human too, attachment students are not for full-timers or part-timers or the company to make use of. so what if we are doing our attachment? doesnt mean we don have a life, doesnt mean we are eyeing so much on their ot pay. come on man, i rather not earn any ot pay from them. it is not appealing at all. hello, unless you pay me $14 per hour la. ha.

it has been hell hell hell working in that fooking environment. all the malaysians there are irritating. they never failed to make us angry. i guess they are just jealous of us la, dumbass. indeed, i can rate them 9.9 outta 10 dumbness. they have bloody no life that they even come to work on their OFF day. HAHA! the funny thing is that after working one fucking month without off, they realised that they are not paid on their off days! LMAO man. dumb bitches! (: soooo committed to the company, might as well bring your fucking dirty bed to the office and spend your night there. good luck unfriendly bitches. thought of teaching them some etiquette and manners for my mini-project. haha.

oh yeah. it is my off day today. aye finally. was kinda sick yesterday, feverish and suffered from some weird disease. shivering all the while in the office and vomitted. ha and after i knock off, i went bishan to buy long john for dinner! cool. didnt manage to finish it though. aye kinda miss my family. time spend with them is really minimum. feel great yesterday watching tv with them. hee. all because of that company's fault! take up so much of our time! zz.

will be meeting him later. hopefully he will be able to book out asap. hee. to be frank i think time spend in the office is rank number 1, time spend with dardar is rank number 2, time spend with family is rank number 3, and aye... have no time to spend with good friend. sad. not on purpose to neglect you. really hope i have more free time so that i can go out with you more often. all that company's fault la. everything their fault!

angry!


bleah. just hope that i can graduate asap and he can ord asap. hee. we suffer now and enjoy later ok?




all their fault, all their fault! makes me become another no life idiot :(