FINALLY

fcuking DPD is over! what else can i say, the feeling of freedom once again. cheers!
except that i have very slim chance of passing. please give me a "D", i will be glad. really don expect anything higher for this, just don want anything to do with DPD again.

collected our bizent portfolio after the paper and left it in doreen's house. that thick stack of paper will be used as rough paper already; or anyone willing to BUY it from me? LOL!


then is giagiakuakua time with the gang! went taka KFC for lunch and was trying to cheat the counter staff to exchange two coupon with one. but that freaking "ahbeng" didnt agreed to. cheyy. walked to fareast after that to look for sengkia and lynette to kua their new hairstyles!

sengkia: don think that your new hair is ugly. it's really nice and in trend! don worry so much ah. now youre trendykia already. lol.

walked around fareast and then to shaw to view the movie timing. after much discussion, we have decided to watch "the break-up" at 5.10pm. wah that was the first time watching movie with them. i think the show quite nice leh, so real. (: and sorry guys to rush off immediately after the show. like what doreen said, i always leave them halfway. haa. sorry lah people (: you all will understand right? :D

met darling after that. that poor boy was drenched. sigh. slacked at home a while, watched 9pm show and he got to go back to camp again. miss him. saturday will be free day for us again! enjoy enjoy this saturday and sunday.


happy 25th months anniversary darling. i still love you as much. (lol, maybe even more.) xD

i don know whether i am suffering from some kind of depression or am i just too stress over the papers.

many many things happened for the last few weeks which includes my father's fall from about one storey high two weeks ago and most recent (today) would be my grandma's admittance to the hospital.

other minor and major incidents are here to stay. sigh. how i wish i am living in an isolated place insulated from frustrating and stressful workload and problems. just feeling very miserable for the time being. hates things like that to happen.

sigh.


whatever god, please bless my family and myself a good and comfortable life.

please...

cheers. im back from chalet, checked out this morning and headed straight to school to meet those boot-lickers. still hate them, even more this time.

anyway, the chalet was great man. everything goes on as planned except for the dumdum xbox player that doesnt play dvd. rented dvds just for it, but to our disappointment, only games can be played. luckily we have our chiasuett, did a great job by bringing her laptop!


even before we check in the chalet, suet, sengkia, shu and i met earlier at whitesand for some supermarche shopping desu. as usual, im late again. the bus journey from amk to pasir ris is ultra duper super long till my butt rotted and almost decomposed. we had our fast and furious "ntuc drift" and im now an expert in doing the reversing and u-turning. had so much fun walking around ntuc deciding what to buy.

theres so many thing to talk about the chalet.



lol. sengkia was saying that the room we were in has very good feng shui -- vending machine on the left and water dispenser on the right. lol.

woo. lol. finally saw suet's boyfriend. first time man. felt guilty that we kinda neglected him as we were all engross in watching the movie. he must be feeling very left out and may not want to join us in future. (:

hongyan and doreen joined us kinda late as they had lectures/tutorials before that and had to go search for the cheapest liquor in town. sheng siong really has cheap stuff man, so now we know where to shop next time (:

went makaning and arcading after both of them reach. arcading was crazy. lol. we almost tore down the whole place. thanks to lorraine yang mei yang powerful screams. lol. so fun! sengkia, no toyko drift there leh. only got daytona... we cannot showcase our drifting talent!

drank quite a bit. im like a lobster. not easily drunk but will get red super easily. whole body was red. whats the feeling of being drunk? hurr, i want to try xD haa. suet, doreen and maybe yang was drunk man. they are soo funny when drunk. hee. but it's really terrible to be drunk too, the way suet vomited shows it all. i hope you're feeling better now (: haa. kele (seng's bf) is really a superman, does everything including clearing the vomit(s). sengkia, your bf is a brave man! *thumbs up*


really so many so many to say just that im unable to put everything down here...



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today, went back to school for dpd consultation. felt so demoralized, depressed and stress after that. practically started tearing in the bus to ubi. was desperately wanting to see darling at that point of time. really don know why. so instead of heading home, i tried taking another bus down to somewhere nearer to nuh. instead, i think it end up further. took a cab down and it takes so long to reach bouna vista. sigh. so nice to have him by my side accompanying me for lunch and spend some time with me. really cant bear to leave him just now.

(:

went back to school early in the morning on saturday for some sip briefing. to think about it, i suddenly hated so much that i have to complete my sip. the launch of sip will indicate that i will have lesser time for darling. may not even meet one day per week. thought ns is the last challenge we will be facing but we were so wrong. it actually marks the start of the obstacles.

stay strong. we will overcome everything together.

after the briefing, went to meet darling then headed down to marina square to book movie tickets. i wanted to watch fast and furious but in the end chose `click` because majority of them wanted to watch that. aye so sad. was so hungry that i can swallow a cow man! everything happened so quickly yesterday. it didnt turn out well though.

first was, we couldnt contact mel foo and didnt know whether to book his ticket or not. so darling decided to go suntec (where he was working) to look for him and ask him personally since his phone was not on. well, when we reached there, his cousin said that he wasn't working today. tried calling him again but still cant get through. decided not to buy his ticket in the end as we thought that he will not be able to make it for the show and he may be heading down to help out with his cousin. hm. maybe we have made the wrong move dar.

second was, we couldnt find our way back to marina square. walked so much so with an empty stomach and was rushing as we were so afraid that there will not have good seats left for us since we have 9 of us. in the end, we were left with the first 3 rows. and the counter lady was so slow and she mixed up a lot of things, we told her we wanted 9 tickets and she ended up giving us 2 only. so she has to restart everything and her action was so slow that the other customers from the other counters took our seats. left with no choice, we have to sit separately.

third was, areas around esplanade was flooded with people. so much so that i believe the land will easily sink. haa. got soo frustrated with some idiots stepping on me feet happily without apologising. the place was really very crowded that we have got people not catching up and etc. aye. i really hate crowded places. fireworks, we can always see it on other occasion (: government should really take action on the physical carrying capacity of the area. lol.

fourth was, didnt have the chance to buy something to fill my stomach a little. a hungry girl is always an angry girl!

and many other more...



really a tiring saturday.









chalet tomorrow! woohoo.

goodnight!

this tough semester is finally over!

was flooded with lots of projects, individual assignments, tests, fucking appraisal, reflections, and what else?

yesterday marks the day of my freedom again, cheers. will definitely enjoy my weekend without having to stay at home facing my com typing.

so darling, watch tokyo drift tomorrow ok? and... bring me out to enjoy enjoy. haa, but there's sip briefing for me in the morning. hopefully it will end super early so that we have more time together.

will be going out with suet to giagiakuakua and to collect our pgmall's bags in the evening. those bags arrived like so long ago but we were too busy then to collect it. but i didnt like the girl who has our bags, heck her. collect our bags and off we go.

aye, yesterday's french was horrible. i don want to talk about it already. it makes me feel terrible. so dont ask! (:


monday. woo. chalet with... johnny, hock, shu, doreen and raine! been such a long time since we sit down together and talk crap and complain! one-night stay at don know where. lol. and may have to rush back to school on tuesday for leitin's tutotial. ah. gotta borrow notes from someone to photocopy. for the whole semester, i went for her lecture less than three times. serve me right.


lol. very long never see that guy already. oh man. im going to leave tp soon, no more chance boy... :( suet, slap me slap me. hee.

*darling, don angry. you know i love you only. (:

yes. why do i have such negative thinking most of the time, all the time?

it has been quite a while since i last blog. please pity me, i have got never ending work to do. finally handed up that thick biz ent portfolio. thanks darling for helping me with it.

no life. no life.



anyway, yesterday was sandra's birthday! and im very sorry that i didnt manage to get you a present on time. i bet you must be super disappointed now. sorry. really did enjoyed myself yesterday with karen and the birthday girl. stayed at her house (which is located at the same blk as me) last night and updated her two-years-ago-birthday-book, brought up many memories be it happy or sad. couldnt sleep the whole night man even though i know i have test this morning. maybe because i don want to waste time when with them, maybe because i am super worried for today's test or maybe because i am not at my own bed. haa.

really hope for more gathering like that. we really should meet up more often. (:

happy birthday sandra sim su li!

we're growing older and older. wonder how we will look like when we're like 60 years old? i hope to see you all grow old.


heh.



happy happy birthday to you!



yea. shushu passed me my elf stuff this morning. so happy. thanks for all the effort for packaging it so nicely. lol.

and.. i am so tempted to get a tattoo with suet! maybe this friday. maybe. haa. maybe i am another NATO dumdum? (;


darling. why you always do COS duty at the wrong time. so unlucky de. xD



fuck lah. please get all my work away. i hate assignments. boo. go away man!

CONGRATS to myself! saying byebye and fuckoff to projects! woo.

hm.


it's our 2nd year anniversary darling. haa. together for 2 years already, so fast right? hugs. so sorry that i didnt get you anything for you. it's the thought that counts right =X

hugs. i still love you as much or maybe love you even more. hee.


muahs. i hope there will be more to come darling. will treasure you lots and never will i leave you because i know youre the best and youre the only one who loves me.


wo ai ni beibei.


happy 2nd year anniversary!

please ord soon soon! hee.