there's no point typing what had happened in my beloved project group. we're at the losing ends. whatever we said put on no weight.

fucking cheebyes. you will get your retribution. see this message, cheebyes! it's meant for you.

FUCKyou! losers.



you guys will not gain a single thing from doing that too, you will end up getting yourself into more troubles. good luck man. think about it, it's simply UNfair for me, us. we have contributed, but our efforts are not recognised. i have put in effort in doing whatever you want me to do and obviously in the report, my part is being used and now what. you cheebyes are going to kaopei to tutors that those reports are done solely by two cheebyes and one innocent.


mark us down. good job. mark me down. for whatever i have put in has gone to waste, ended up for more troubles.

cheebyes, THINK before you act man. THINK, it's not as if i have not done anything fucking work. you think you all can produce good job, i doubt so. it looks like a normal report, nothing great. nothing to WOW the tutor. SO please don think too highly of yourself, cheebyes!



not pointing at anyone. unless you admit it yourself.


after tuesday, you shall GET out of my life. it has been HELL working with you all.

many things happened these few days, just am too lazy to blog. or maybe shall just shutup. projects have never been fun especially when youre working with people youre not close with, worst still, taking the load themselves and not trusting our abilities. really don know whether to feel happy or angry. happy because there isnt many things for us to do. angry because, they looked down on us, thinking we will destroy their grades or whatever.


there's no one chance for us to prove it all to you.

we have no say.

anyway, FUCK care (:

really not motivated now, demoralized. really.



another week and we will be free! right suett? (:




i have got a new pc in my room. haa. surprisingly, darling has the knowledge of fixing a new pc for me through trial and error. i guess by now, i have gained some knowledge too. everything cost us about 200 odd to get it all fixed and useable. thank you darling for everything (: see, you're talented.

darling i love you. i realised you never once scolded or shouted at me before. sigh, but im such a rotten girlfriend.


second year anniversary soon. hm (: darling, youre the best gift from heaven, im just another lucky girl. love you.


muah.

appararently, there's no school for me today again, including the next few days. started to few cheated by the school fees. we pay so much to be slacking at home. thankyou. last few days are great! met darling almost everyday, hopefully this week too.

yeah and most of my items except for that fooking PGMALL's bags are coming. either on its way to singapore or it has arrived already. woo. feeling so excited about it.

on saturday, dar had breakfast with his family at a vegetarian restaurant located beside somerset station. met him after that, was late again. went taka basement to look at all the yummy food and decided to buy lunchbox from the tori-Q. the last time i had that was gazillion years ago. still remember during secondary school, always go out with karen and we'll have that for lunch, quite often. haa. thinking of the lunchbox makes me drool again. one obvious thing is, they increase the price. hur. main purpose to be at orchard is to go m1 to convert my multi-sim cards to one sim card. but again, they're so what man. as my account is under my mom's name, they required my mom to be there to agree with the cancellation. so irritating, cant they just give her a call. it's not as if my mom's so free to be there all the time. irritating. it's not as if you're located near my house. aiya but also, it's under my mother's name. it's all about rules and procedures. goondoo.

haa. m1 was giving out sunflower just outside their centre. and i kept pestering darling when i didnt manage to grab one. sad. when i was out of the centre, those girls distributing the flower came down. fated one la. dammit. it's free so it's okay, but im not really a flower person.

wanted to go chinatown but ended up didnt. because ive got no money already. bought a tee from fos and another top from outfitter girls for 10bucks only! have been wanting to buy this top since quite long ago but it was so expensive then, wise choice man. i love sales and discounts! call me cheapo (: haa darling paid for it. sorry to be spending your money all the time :(

anyway, instead of chinatown, we went to suntec to look for mel foo and support his lao lao mian. (Visit them @ www.LaoLaoMian.com) The first and only in Singapore! Don't miss it man. I think it tastes better than the previous sample. So yummy, i quite like it. hee. Waited for the rest to come to have dinner then to catch Pirates of the Carribean. Didnt watch part 1 though. Its a nice show indeed, kept laughing throughout. hee. Oh! laolao (no link to laolao mian) drove to suntec and then carry all of us to serangoon prata after the movie. it's so good to have a licence and smart enough to drive a lorry out to carry so many of us! I think it's better this way, haa. Must drive more often!

now, i cant wait for sip to begin. i want money. everyone says sip sucks, i hope not lah. because ive got good friends sip-ing with me (im not alone), and the pay they're giving are irresistable, and it's so much so like a casual environment where we wear casual to work, moreover, they'll put us in the outlet nearest to our homes. so, i pray hard that sip will make me richer and easy as ABC. just want to slack. hee.

so dar stayed at my house, we slept around 3plus in the morning and still thought of eating mcdonald's breakfast but we were too lazy to get up. woke up after a while later to have breakfast then he slept again! and i got to do my appendices, then i slept too! haa.



yeah he will be booking out again later, hopefully it's earlier (:

he told me that it's his brother's (nelson) birthday today!

happy birthday to you!


and i think a lot of people birthday falls on 18/o7, is it?

happy birthday to nerissa! (is it?)
happy birthday to yowcheng! (is it?)
happy birthday to everyone!

sorry if ive got it all wrong. blame me for my lousy and fading memory. someone please help me regain my memory. hee.

slept quite early last night.

argh but woke up in the middle of the night due to stomach aching abnormally. the kind of pain i seldom or never experienced. didnt know what to do at first so i called for my brother but he didnt respond. super pig. then went to my mother's room. sigh. diarhoear in the middle of night. poor thing.

supposed to be going french lecture with suet today. but the weather's so nice. i rather sleep than to go for french. haa.


oh and i laosai again this morning (:



stupid stomach ache.

hai.

couldnt wake up this morning, got to force myself to get up though cos i have issues presentation at 9. im just use to sleeping late at night and waking up late, so use to not going to school already. to think about it, i really skipped quite a bit of lectures and tutorials. waste school fee. still feeling very sleepy now. i hate presentation lah, don even know what i myself is talking about. i bet nobody listen to what i said too. hee. because i have not been listening to them presenting, not that they're boring. it's just brain-shut. after skipping two or more weeks of ob lecture, i finally went for it once again. it's good to go la, at least i will have ying(4) xiang(4) when mr nah go through the tutorial.

combined orders with johnny, suett and shu's for elf spree. ordered four items. cheapcheap. luckily our orders are accepted man, almost not. supposed to "meet" them online last night to place my order but i forgot about it till suet sms me. haa. nowadays, i have difficulty falling asleep. i know i should sleep early, today will because im super sleepy today.

i want to go chinatown one of these days leh to giagia kuakua and eat guo tie. haa.

hai. think christina, nerissa plus bfs plan to go kl. sad that im not able to join them. falls on my second day of sip. thank you la. sadded. so sway. hai!




;last week's

saturday:
was halfsick-ed with alittle fever and whole body aching like shit. feel as if im dying, no strength at all. was suppose to celebrate darling's birthday. was suppose to go orchard walk walk and buy cake for him. thanks to me, we have to change our plan. stayed at home and rest, watched `silent hill` at home and i fell asleep halfway. anyway, in the evening, dar's sister asked whether we want to have dinner at marina south or italian cafe@orchard not. actually, i wanted to go pasta mania since dar has discount for that. ended up at the italian cafe. the place seems rather crowded with a queue, we conclude it's because the place is too small as compared to the other restaurant. i had chicken lasagne and they had donknowwhat-spicy spaghetti. yummy. i love pasta! the bill's so scary though. i feel paiseh for not forking out money, but i also don know how to thank dar's sis. wanted to thank her for the meal yet always couldnt find any opportunity to open my mouth.

hai. mei li mao.


sunday:
dar brought me to a hidden kind of coffee shop to have vegetarian food. they serve really nice vegetarian food and it's inexpensive. will want to go back there again, really very nice. three bus stop away from my house but have to walk damn far. haa. darling, bring me there again ok? hee.


monday:
went school for apel only. before that, went darling's house a while. convenient to go school from there too. anyway, wanted to print those handouts for dpd presentation today. ended up, don know what's wrong with those printers in school. be it digital or laserjet. damn. digital printer doesn't want to eat my paper, doesn't want to show my class my powerpoint handouts with colors. then the laserjet printer print the slides in weird arrangement of pages. hai. dearest ms choi said that my portfolio is too thin -_- ya i didnt participate anything in school, i didnt want to. for what man. i come school to study not to ki siao.



yeh. darling's booking out again tomorrow! woohoo.

have been super lazy these few weeks. been walking so slowly even though i know that im late for tutorial, i just cant speed up or maybe just cant be bothered to. seriously cant recall everything that has happened this week but i know i skipped class on monday and friday and supposedly wednesday. went school on tuesday for one-hour dpd tutorial and thursday for ob and fucking french. if only every week is alternate school days, but then again, im just wasting my mother's mother. paid school fees to skip lesson. learn from me.


wednesday morning sucks! suppose to have ob lecture, been thinking whether to go for the wednesday's one. ended up cheated my feelings man. the lecturer for whatever reason, did not appear and there's no notice or anything. should have just slept longer and forget about attending. haa, but im a good student. thursday is forever angry day! break for five fucking hours and then got to go for fucking french tutorial. kill me, it's never nice attending french tutorial. it's stressful, boring and can't-stand-him. jap is so much better. will be skipping french next thursday. the subject i hated most! it may be different if i have another tutor instead of chaogay, i may love attending french tutorial then.


completed my dpd issues presentation write-up last night and sent it to leitin already. hopefully everything goes well. thanks jorin for inspiring me with the importance/impacts!


it's friday today. woo. one of my favorite days. went to amk library to borrow some books for ebiz. ah, trying to do it now. feeling super lazy. but how, i don want to burn my weekend. i hate it when there's work to be completed over the weekends. monday to friday i don mind doing it but weekends are meant for him. hurr. how can i get those work to be completed by tonight. not possible. im not a smart girl nor a hardworking girl. im a superduper lazy girl. hee.



darling, happy belated birthday. hee. uncle already lah. lol.

these few days are great, put all the school work aside and have more fun!

... and not forgetting, weird things happened too.



thursday:
for that week, i went to school on thursday only just for ob tutorial and fucking french tutorial. waste my precious time. after ob, suet and i went tampines mall / century square to gia gia kua kua. bought a mango top and a fox tee for darling! i am happy when i bought something, really. on our way to TM, we met a lot of weird people doing weird things. on the bus, we met a dirty young banglah. didn't really notice what he was doing at first but after serveral actions he did, i notice his ipodnano-lookalike devices with porno video flashing towards us. like well done, we saw it. but so stupid la banglah! your ipodnano-lookalike device has very small screen, nobody except yourself can view it clearly. and there's no sound at all. your plan is not workable, at least to us. showing us that doesn't make us annoyed or scared. and, i've got his picture captured. but not uploaded to com yet. stupid dirty banglah, stupid! been quite some time that i brought my legs out for shopping, so ended up aching like mad after that and couldnt get to sleep. haa. serve me right. should get out more often.

and, was kinda late for french tutorial. but fuck it, he made us the second last group for consultation. if we knew it earlier, we wouldn't have rush back. anyway, we waited quite long for our turn and one of our groupmates did not appear, so kind. don know for whatever reason that chao gay can think of, he said he couldn't find us when it's our turn so he gave the last group the priviledge to consult first. hell with you lah, si ah gua. when we opened the door, the other group hasnt even settled down AND i did ask you if we're the last group and you said yes. Go and die lah, it's so obvious that you let them have the slot first. Wonder if you have anything against us not. Anyway, though a lot of people thinks you're handsome but the fact is that you look more like a gay to me! Chao gay, i hate youu (:


Friday:
Another day out with the girls to celebrate shushu's birthday. Woo. see, i made my promise. Met suet earlier to artfriend to get our fabric paint and then gia gia around bugis. After that met the rest at orchard, then went to have buddy meals again. buddies must eat buddy meals! celebrate shushu's birthday at kfc with this mini chocolate fudge cake. the cake is small but mighty, so yummy. planning to get one from there for darling's birthday too. went shopping after that, bought a zara top. woo. been great spending time with them, there's nothing much to worry when im with them, and they're real people (they're themselves, not fake). hates people who are fake, feel so uneasy with them. too bad we're not in the same class, wasted!


Satuday:
Woke up early for advance theory test! Was feeling kind of nervous when i woke up but calm down after a while. Yay, congrats darling and myself. We passed our theory test! hee. went bugis again with him to get his Singapore and Name tag done. The weather was so terrible, makes me prespire hur. And it's our 23rd month together, another month to our 2nd year together (: Went back to his house after that so that his mother can sew his tag, then we slacked there again. Played a tiny little bit of ro and cs. lol. im such a lousy player la. Dinner was great, had the best chicken rice and seafood soup. Went compass point with his mother and sister to walk walk, very long seen i last went there. After that went mel house to watch soccer, till 3am. By that time, i was feeling very very sleepy already. Haa.

i've really got all the dates mixed up. forgotten that dar's birthday is actually this coming thursday. im like one week lagging. have not gotten him any present, i will get it by saturday. im so sorry beibei for forgetting your birthday. sigh. so shi bai hor? :( dui bu qi. you'll receive a belated birthday present darling. i love you always. hugs.




No need to go school tomorrow again. woo.