sandra did not fake me. we really went mustafa last night, out of sudden. reached home early though as we managed to catch the last few trains i suppose. it's night going out at night. nobody will fight seats with you. nobody will bang you all over. we've got lots of space everywhere. and thank you, i wore till so lok kok again. nowadays i guess i am just lazy to be putting on anything proper. just shorts and tee/polo will do.

that was our third time going out in the middle of the night. hoo! she remembered (:

met amanda and terence when we reached amk station. finally seen her after so many months. i was on my way home already and they were on their way out. haa.


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woke up early to meeting darling and accompanied him to nuh. was praying so hard that he will be given a mc, and it came true (: thanks black man. i was obviously not late, but he was very early. so he waited for me for almost half an hour or more i guess. but i wasn't late, bleah. thank goodness, he's not those kind who will start blaming, he's one kind man. felt happy seeing him again. we waited quite long for his turn. anyway, he has got his cast removed! and that was the first time i accompanied him into the room. the nurse was weird, she asked me to follow so i stupidly followed and then she said "sorry never mind i think you wait outside." like, thank you man. you lead me all the way in and ask me out again. i tried walking out but i lost my way. *slap forehead* can't find the exit so i went back to look for dar again. haa. goon-doo.

decided where we should have lunch for so long. for him, he just want his stomach to be filled. for me, i am choosy. ended up at junction8 foodcourt. took a cab home after that. woo a woman driver, but kinda sucks leh. her driving skills like so unstable/not-zai and don know why the hell she kept scratching her neck. slept for hours when got home, too tired. sigh he has to book in too, feel so sad. it's like he's leaving again and i'll be alone once more. hate being alone. cried because i don want him to book in, want him to be with him throughout the night. but we have no choice, don want him to be jailed because that will be worst. he will be back again and i will wait for him.


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our love has grown stronger and stronger everyday despite army. we do compromise and accomodate to each other. most importantly, we trusted each other. though i may be hot-tempered especially before my period, he gives in and not adding fuel to our conversations. he calms me. the powerful technique is to be quiet and listen to whatever i have to say. simply love him for who he is. he treats me the best, he knows and understands me well. every little thing counts, forgive and forget each others' faults and mistakes. every mistakes make our love grew stronger. we all learned.

though we may not be rich and may not get whatever products we yearned for, we have ourselves. we'll suffer together an enjoy it later. hugg. nothing's gonna change my love for you (:


i love him for who he is,
and i love my family and his family too.


you're my everything.