another day wasted. i just love wasting time doing nothing.

love it!

too bad beibei's not with me. damn. final theory this saturday and ive yet to complete flipping through.


and damn. his birthday is about two weeks from now and i havent got anything ready, even the money. how? holidays always make me forget the date/day im living. to think about it, i really have got not much time left. sigh.

think he's going to be so disappointed. doubt im the only girlfriend who's so...



im bad bad. bad bad. BAD.

darling, you're so much better than myself. hee.

i think only the gong-gong me who doesn't check ole-bb will go to school tomorrow if i didn't read jorin's blog, if nobody inform me about anything.

but but but...


the feeling is damn great after knowing that piece of news. woo. that means, i will only be going to school only on thursday for ob and french tutorial. thank you. most probably, friday will be celebrating shu's birthday. think this week is shiokness. after two weeks of holiday, my brain rust to its max already.



hoo. i just want to enjoy and slack.

it's a so-sunday monday today. spent another day with darling and did not went to school though there's e-biz individual assignment to be handed up by twelve. i know it's so irresponsible to be asking jorin and lorraine to help me print my work out and hand it up. never did i expect that it takes million years for hotmail, yahoo and gmail mails to load. panicked man. luckily everything is solved after a while, assignment handed up promptly, hopefully it has not been marked late. thank you girls for the effort and time. am so sorry for all the trouble. ((:


**

the two / three weeks holiday are gone. it's time to get back to school, how fast. when there's holiday, i didn't cherish it. or should we say, we're not able to enjoy to the max due to stupid assignments and projects haunting us.

saturday:
was darling's unit anniversary. luckily i wore shorts there, because it aint any formal event and the freaking weather can really burn us to death. darling's family fetch me from my house nearby bus stop and the off we go to nee soon camp. guess we went there too late, everybody started packing up already. ended up nothing much for us too see see. his tank is really huge. haa, we all look weird riding a don-know-what-name tank with a funny-yet-heavy helmet (forgot how to spell hel-met). it's quite a once in a life time experience but kind of painful as i kept hitting onto the side. xD it was QUITE fun la. haaa.

sunday:
went darling's house in the morning to bai bai his ah ma and had lunch. i was too late, enxian and the kids went home already. sadd-ed. after lunch, slack at his house till mel foo gave us a call to confirm the movie and time. ended up watching "just my luck" at junction8. quite a nice show though it's quite predictable how the story will end. poor kaien and eugene got to get back home already as they need to book it in the evening/night. poor thing, just like what the rest had experienced before. and bla bla bla. did not know where to have dinner then, walked up and down, following the masses. unknowingly ended up at yoshinoya. but then, decided to go mos burger to have dinner instead, pang seh-ing melody and mel chia. sorry guys. mos burger, woo darling promised me this during his blk leave. finally had it. think mos burger rocks but it's quite expensive. if only they include buddy meal or whatever promotions. hurr.



sigh beibei will be booking in tomorrow already and i got to go to school. feeling kind of weird, don want to go to school. i want holiday eh. hurrr. hopefully time will pass faster and i have all the good-luck. boo.


ah. i miss him so much.




AND...
i have finally bought the canvas school-shoe already. quite happy, can't wait to get them painted. so suett, did you bought the paint without me? :( haa.

APOLOGIES to...
jorin, suett, doreen, shuu, lorraine (miss anyone out? argh sorry again)

for not being able to join you guys on shopping spree and cheesecake cafe on thursday. wonder if i really miss out a lot of fun or not. i will join you guys next time ok? school gonna reopen already. though we all have lots of assignments to be completed, seeing one another will brighten up our day(s). till then, take care girls.


been chatting with nerissa recently. a friend in need is a friend indeed. i really hope everything will be solved now. in a relationship, it's either win-win situation or win-lose situation. win-lose whereby one has to give in all the time and compromises with the other party, losing his/her blabla. maybe not contacting each other for one week may be a torture. but think positively, maybe after one week, everything will be fine or even better. just that he thinks that he needs some time to do some reflection. what you can do now is not to cry, but to do some reflection too and wait for that one week to be over. everything will definitely be fine.

must learn to forgive and forget (:

and i hope he can be more understanding and compromise and accommodate to your needs (:

and nerissa, be stronger. don cry anymore ah. maybe you can always see things from his side of view, understanding him better too. ((: it's really up to both of you to create a perfect relationship.

*im not siding anyone.


anyway, tried completing my e-biz already. almost done but yet to check through. and i realised i haven been doing my bus ent reflections. oh fuck it. how? like suet says, school reopen can still do since our tutorial is on friday. haa. hates reflections la. don know do for what.


beibei's in neesoon camp now. his unit anniversary or something. will be going down with his family to view his tank and others etc. go there see see look look. woo so exciting. sigh he's so poor thing, always feeling very tired nowadays. firstly, lack of sleep. secondly, has to run so many kilometre. for me, i might just die there. waahaa. beibei, must take good care of yourself, don fall sick or injured yourself again. it's never fun right? (: imagine injured already still have to go see that big fat black doctor (your best friend). lol.

see you later ah. (: hopefully everything goes well today.

don know whether his friends are going out today not. like very long never meet them already. haa and can see kaien and eugene botak. bet they've got lots of things to say. ah it's all about army again again. i feel as if im serving ns too.

maybe they would like to catch "silent hill"? (:



kinda bought a jacket from joyce's shop. but don know whether it will be oos not. darling paid it for me. woo. and there's discount lah. cheap cheap and nice nice. $12.56 only. don know if i can wear or not. if cant then will frame it up. (:




please don go oos. darling, thank you so much. muah. will always be loving you.

feeling quite terrible. been facing this com for so long till i feel my eyes going lazy and mad. doh.


headache, cramps, frustrated...


i still have not done my ebiz. sigh. went online spree again. saw this very nice bracelet and wanted to get it, but everything was going out of stock so fast that makes me ponder if i should transfer the money or should i ignore this spree. aye. my mother agree to buy that for me too and not it is oos. hm. waiting for that organiser to reply my email.

feeling very siann. assignments make me feel scared and very worried that i will not be able to complete it. time is really running short. hurr.


and im feeling a bit unwell, head's spinning.




Cross Detail Charm Bracelet in the style of Keira Knightley:

e - b u s i n e s s kinda s u c k s !


what the hell are we suppose to do? fook man, spoil holiday mood. puii.

i admit, it's my fault not getting it started earlier. now im left with so little time to complete this 12-page long thing. excluding weekends, im practically left with... one day! because, the girls want to go out tomorrow and im left with friday. sigh, how the hell can i get this shit done? please help me. sigh and the sad thing is, not everyone's joining for cheese cake cafe, can we postpone it then? and where the hell is siplap, ive never been to that part of singapore. way too far from where i am.

no nights off for him today. sadded. and may be having it tomorrow. everything just clash tomorrow.


now, i hope someone will enlighten me on how to complete this fucking assignment. frustrated k.


ive got no money to even travel! holy shitt. fook everything.

woo, slept too much in the afternoon again.

sandra sent me those photos we took yesterday. but this is one of the exclusive ones (:

im just too bored to be true.





really cant get started on ebiz. sianns.

sandra did not fake me. we really went mustafa last night, out of sudden. reached home early though as we managed to catch the last few trains i suppose. it's night going out at night. nobody will fight seats with you. nobody will bang you all over. we've got lots of space everywhere. and thank you, i wore till so lok kok again. nowadays i guess i am just lazy to be putting on anything proper. just shorts and tee/polo will do.

that was our third time going out in the middle of the night. hoo! she remembered (:

met amanda and terence when we reached amk station. finally seen her after so many months. i was on my way home already and they were on their way out. haa.


**

woke up early to meeting darling and accompanied him to nuh. was praying so hard that he will be given a mc, and it came true (: thanks black man. i was obviously not late, but he was very early. so he waited for me for almost half an hour or more i guess. but i wasn't late, bleah. thank goodness, he's not those kind who will start blaming, he's one kind man. felt happy seeing him again. we waited quite long for his turn. anyway, he has got his cast removed! and that was the first time i accompanied him into the room. the nurse was weird, she asked me to follow so i stupidly followed and then she said "sorry never mind i think you wait outside." like, thank you man. you lead me all the way in and ask me out again. i tried walking out but i lost my way. *slap forehead* can't find the exit so i went back to look for dar again. haa. goon-doo.

decided where we should have lunch for so long. for him, he just want his stomach to be filled. for me, i am choosy. ended up at junction8 foodcourt. took a cab home after that. woo a woman driver, but kinda sucks leh. her driving skills like so unstable/not-zai and don know why the hell she kept scratching her neck. slept for hours when got home, too tired. sigh he has to book in too, feel so sad. it's like he's leaving again and i'll be alone once more. hate being alone. cried because i don want him to book in, want him to be with him throughout the night. but we have no choice, don want him to be jailed because that will be worst. he will be back again and i will wait for him.


**

our love has grown stronger and stronger everyday despite army. we do compromise and accomodate to each other. most importantly, we trusted each other. though i may be hot-tempered especially before my period, he gives in and not adding fuel to our conversations. he calms me. the powerful technique is to be quiet and listen to whatever i have to say. simply love him for who he is. he treats me the best, he knows and understands me well. every little thing counts, forgive and forget each others' faults and mistakes. every mistakes make our love grew stronger. we all learned.

though we may not be rich and may not get whatever products we yearned for, we have ourselves. we'll suffer together an enjoy it later. hugg. nothing's gonna change my love for you (:


i love him for who he is,
and i love my family and his family too.


you're my everything.

happy happy.

went to bugis with suett after project meeting. woo.

but i wore till quite lok kok la thought will be in school whole day doing project, then who knows ended so early today. it was raining so heavily this morning that i was not able to leave my house. for whatever reasons i have in mind - don want to be soaked.

yay and i finally bought the shorts i wanted. hm. really happy (: hm. hee.

and i bought him a berms and myself a belt.

no more money left. its true. less than 50 in my account. bless me. and i still owe suett 30 bucks. blahs. sorry..


- may be going out with sandra later, don know whether she's serious or just ^$*%&#@$

hee.

argh.


tried sleeping but can't.

really start to miss him a lot already. too use to have him with him all the time and now he has to book in again. why cant he ord asap? sigh.

i just want more time together.

always treasure you darling. please take good care. and see you on your next book out day. muahh. love you forever.



i miss you :( sadded.

one week has passed just like that. happy times are gone, so fast. how i wish we're able to spend everyday like this. i really don mind anything, as long as we're together. huggs.

will by buying another tee from alloy's. hopefully that tee will not be out of stock. darling said he'll be getting this tee for me, ((: thank you so much beibei. haa. skully you've changed your mind. bleah.

here's that tee i've ordered -



received elf stuff yesterday. i think their stuff are worth buying ((:

still waiting for pgmall's bags to arrive. so sloww man.



and these are the stuff i've received so far including elf's face brush, lip gloss and eye liner.

i. maple syrup necklace (love it lots)


ii. tw candy house bag


think im really addicted to online shopping, if only im rich.


group meeting tomorrow at 10am. hm.
to nuh on tuesday.
beibei nights off on wednesday.
cheesecake cafe on thursday.

_yet ive got so many bloody assignments to complete and have not touch on any of those fooking shitts. damn la. hate all these assignments. blahs. hell with it.


created this just. missing him so much. pictures taken on 16.o6.2oo6.




**

help me!

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why am i always hungry? pigg.


really.

kbox-ing yesterday, klunch to be exact. it's cheap and worth it.

hougang outlet provide better lunch than amk's one. at least i like my fried chicken set, yummy. it's just the two of us, so we're able to sing as many songs we wanted. finally tried singing "superwoman". hoo. have to sing that after singing many other songs. at least, we're satisfied. so happy when the person told us that we're able to extend till 3pm, but ended us shooing us away at 2pm. argh.

it's friday already. time flies. hurr so use to having him as a civilian and not any army boy. will be going down toa payor later to get his no-camera phone. waste money again, just for ns. sigh.

saw this online shirt online but not going to buy it, not sure with its sizes. some more that spree organiser has not reply my email. so forget it la. save some money man. hmph. but sucks. really need more shopping, no more clothes.



im a superduperfooker lazy girl.. hell with me!

it takes forever for blogspot to load this page.

okk. not going to update in details due to some inconvenience. ((: been very happy with him. he's a hidden chef, a surprisingly talented one. i`m just so fortunate to have him. too bad i've to commit most of our available time on project, sigh. no project meeting today yet you're doing duty. muahh. missyou so much.

so looking forward to tomorrow, will be going klunch with him. i'll go there and eat all i want and he'll sing. haa, maybe. been sick for a few days, like not going to recover.



projects are forever not kind.



* inconvenience

yesterday night was terrible. didnt get to sleep well. i was shivering throughout the night even when i off the air-con. and i suspect that i was really having a fever last night but well this morning. fit right? now my whole body ache like mad, wonder whether it's dengue fever or not because i found some bites.

will be trimming my eyebrow later. sigh there's so many things for me to complete but im just too lazy to start doing. i always thought that it's saturday today, beibei may not be able to book out today. hai so sad.

this morning, i saw joyce's shop spree, was tempted to buy the bag. it's only $20. but to think about it, i bought alot of bags recently already, if i buy again, beibei will scold me. haa.

really hope he can book out today. feel as if i havent seen him for years. at least have dinner with me. boo. miss him so much. and his birthday is round the corner, havent thought of what to get for him.



oh please help me with my school work.

i have RECEIVED the twCANDYhouse bag already! the postman knocked on my door so loudly, scary mama. and call out my name loudly. first experience, so funny. and the best part was, i was in my ragg. lol.


hm i don know but i think that the bag is quite small, but like what sandra said -- i wanted small bag what. hee. hope i will use it and not waste my mother's money ((:

crapped through the ob paper, always thinking of holiday. what's done cannot be undone (:

went out with the girls after that to chinatown and then bugis. took half of the day thinking of where to go and what to do. haa. by the time we reached chinatown, it's really time for dinner. lots of food to choose and again we took another half of the day choosing what to eat. lol. the main highlight wasn't that though. jorin and shuping brought us to those shops where they sell all the little bits and pieces of accessories, it's really amazing to be able to find such stuff in such hidden place. bought a few and wish to start creating my own bracelet but im just lazy and there's not enough `resources` -- eg. no plier.

recalled lots of past-memories when passed by some places though. imagining things that i shouldn't be.

headed down to bugis after that. without bus concession makes traveling an expensive expense, damn chor. bought nothing there. wanted to buy the shorts but the shop close already, will go back another day then. aye no money already. by then, my legs were aching like mad already. lousy pok. yesterday was just a warm up session with them. haa. there will be more to come right? (:


woke up by a call from the travel agency. asked me when im available to collect the letter of approval. but luckily they called me. i was having this super terrible dream -- nightmare. dreamt that i was kinda kipnap-ed and tortured by this group of wear-smart-look-smart people. they did all sort of things to me like everybody picking up stones and threw at me, rough to me and etc. argh. if that comes true, i will definitely died there.


will be expecting to receive the candy's house bag today or tomorrow. i want to receive it asap but the spree organiser is slow in replying emails and inefficient. boo. wont join her spree again.


yeah it's thurday already! can't wait to see beibei again, it's as if we havent seen each other for many days. sigh i don want group meetings to affect his blk leave. that's the only week im not available and sad to say most of the project dates fall on that week. and when im super free, there will be no group meeting. COOL right? -_- but what to do... i have no say ((: umm.




actually... why do people blog?

taDAA!

i've received the necklace i bought from maple syrup! million thanks to the efficient and friendly spree organiser.

well, this is the first thing i received. more will come, i believe.


ob test tomorrow. hope it will be easy. haa.


another thing is that... the movie is finally completed downloading! to watch it during your blk leave darling.

sigh, but project meeting during your blk leave. almost everyday. and so coincidence that they didnt put any group meeting on wednesday, the only day i'll be free during the whole of next week. thank you.

please let me graduate now!

it's holiday holiday holiday again! hoo.

cant believe that i've walked through those terrible period with projects, assignments and tests flooding me.

monday:
felt so stressful during group meeting. because it seems as if we've got a lot more to cover and the deadline for dpd part one is due on friday. everybody's talking about everything till i got super confused with overloading information to be stored in my brainy. rushed to do the part delegated to me, sigh really don know if i've did it correctly or maybe it's just useless information to them, but i know i've put in effort and tried my best.

tuesday:
continued to complete my part and studied a little for ebiz test.

wednesday:
ebiz test and consultation. think ebiz test was hell, did so badly - got thirty upon fifty. bad. but then also, i passed! hengness.

thurday:
worried for french test because french is never easy! imagine i got to memorise and know so many things. a foreign language leh. five hours break in between, so suet and i booked a tiny study room and studied there and lorraine, jorin, doreen they all joined after that. hurry hurry finish the test and left, i know im not going to score. wonder if i can even pass not. haa.

friday:
hell. biz enterprise issues presentation. ah, obviously this whole week's so packed that i didnt had enough time to prepare and rehearse for the presentation. screwed up i guess, because i didn't say things that im suppose to be saying. and maybe because i smile/laugh too much. i didnt want to. hmm.


anyway, it's holiday now! temporary break for me, at least to me. woo. no need to think and worried so much already, for the time being. the necklace i bought few weeks again will be reaching me real soon, hopefully there's no damages or blaa.

i should be receiving:
i. suet's ae tee
ii. maple syrup necklace
iii. elf
iv. pgmall's bags
and hopefully the sling bag.


yeayea. will be meeting beibei later ((:

i want more shopping.