on standby mode this week. it's as good as not working anymore. good though, means i can just slack at home!

after work yesterday, went to look for doreen at bugis. bought her her birthday present, hope she likes it. while she was working, i went to bugis village to gia gia kua kua. bought darling a teeshirt and myself a skirt. very long never buy things for him already. hope he likes it though - it's what i like, but maybe his taste's different from mine.

hai only the four of us turn up yesterday - doreen, shushu, jorinn and i. gia gia kua kua till my legs almost break. didn't know what to have for dinner. ended up having cartel. didn't know that theres not service charge. only gst. after dinner we walked back to bugis again to continue shopping! haa.

but when i was walking back alone, i feel so weird, uncomfortable and sad not having to contact him in any way. don know how he's doing over there. hai. couldnt sleep last night so started chatting with my mother and brother while waiting for another brother to be back home. hai my mother's so xinku, hardly gets to go out. this shouldn't be what she is doing, she suffers so much now that i really hope next time she can really enjoy her life. if i started working, earning money, i promise to give her a better life. hai.

mummy and darling, please endure. i love you all.