i guess i am really lousy at work. just one complain a day keeps my morale going lower and lower till the max. it wasn't like that last time, why? work till so stressful hai. that mr koh sucks, complain king, gei gao ah pek. little bit things also want to complain and get free meal every time. knn. making my day so miserable as if it's my fault. puii. stupid gian ben gian sai customer! go eat sheet better, fresher and faster too. puiiii! not gentleman at all, si ah gua.

suppose to be going out with the ladies today but were postponed. will be meeting them tomorrow, hee. but will not going going to -mos- ba since doreen is not going plus beibei will be unhappy. it's like im so broke too (:

have been editing and playing around with photoshop since yesterday. got nothing better to do. anyway, i think i am quite arty-farty. hees.

missing darling.

screww-ed the whole of five days last week. but thankfully, i am having my great holidays now! hopefully everything will proceed on sucessfully to the last year of poly-te-kun-ni-ku life. please let me pass this sem ah. had five freaking crazy papers for my life. fbo, mice and lodging was like so unbelieveable! questions set were so unexpected and weird. hopefully they will accept all my craps and let me proceed. don be so cruel.

went "party-ing" with the ladies on thursday after our last paper! think kster was half booked by htm students, but why? anyway enjoyed myself with them (doreen, lorraine, jorin and gallerie). too bad the others were unable to make it, next time kies? reached the highest peak when we sing "ai bu pa - grasshopper". rocked the room. after singing, we went makaning and then off to clark quay lang man-ing and discovering restaurants with very nice concepts and water fountain somewhere.

and the most f-ed day was friday. went to work from twelve noon to eight in the night. everything was alright and smooth until this un-helpful, unreasonable, cold blooded person came to work. guess she must be thinking that i am so lousy and incapable of doing things right all the time. because whenever she's in charge i sure make mistakes, big mistake some more. was so demoralized that i even have the thought of not working anymore. aye. but it's holiday now and im suppose to start earning some cash. sigh please don make any mistakes anymore. darling also very suay, supposed to book out on friday but vehicle break down and got to stay back till like 2am in the morning. poor sergeant neo.

but the weekends save the week! enjoyed myself. went kopi chalet yesterday with darling and his friends. played ps games, watched tv, play black jack and makan. went changi after that to have supper and see ahgua. interestingly pretty. headed home around three midnight. thanks to kopi that we are able to be home earlier. thank you (:


beibei, endure. we'll suffer now and enjoy later. ilu.

argh my phone sucks!

spend so much time on-ing and off-ing. fcuked.

hai.

If I can make a wish now,

I wish...


him to be here with me...




miss darling so much, ilu beibei.



Happy Valentine's Day.

Finally the study week! Soon will be exam, then HOLIDAYS!

woahhs.

Japanese "presentation" was like sheet, forgot everything. Haas.
Went to work @ Mcd delivery on Friday, reached there early and start crapping with Sandra's brother. Darling gave me a surprise that day, waited for me at Tampines interchange without informing me and lied to me that he is on his way back from camp. So I believed. Then he suddenly tap my shoulder, I was like so shocked yet very happy! Yeay one of my happiest Fridays!

Celebrated our Valentine's Day on Saturday. Went bugis to collect his sis's clothes. Beibei spent a lot that day, had Fish&co for dinner plus bought a Swensen Valentine icecream cake. Before that we went to Marina Square's arcade and wasted money on Point Blank, Bishi bashi etc. :] Hai, near the end of the day I started to get very frustrated and impatient waiting for that freaking 133 to come. Waited for half an hour or more and my legs were aching like hell, sleepy and hot! Wanted to kill everyone there. In the end, decided to take Mrt instead, so wasted so much time waiting for nothing. Sorry dar for being so impatient >_< can't control de.

Time's really so short for us, it's never never enough! Out of seven days a week, we only have the most two days to spend time together. Boo.

Finally had a haircut! Quite satisfied though (:

Didn't want to go for accounting tutorial today, ayer but scared debarred so just go and enjoy the aircon. Exams' just round the corner and I have yet to start doing anything. Five papers, can you imagineee...

Had a wonderful weekends with darling though his right thumb is hurt. Poor thing hai. Met darling on Friday after Jap tut and ate dinner @ alisan, Kovan. Went over to his house on Saturday for lunch, oh man I really love his mum's cooking maybe cos I seldom get to eat homecooked food at home. Lao yu sheng on that day too, quite nice. After that went bugis to buy his army stuff and to the temple then joined his family at Marina square for dinner @ The Asian Kitchen. Boo little variety to choose from, maybe Thai Express is better? After that met his friends and giap treat me swensen's ice cream cone! Lol for the very first time. Wanted to watch movie but I don want to go home late, don want to stay at his house again cos paiseh. Sigh if only we stay together or beside each other (:

First time in Poly to take class photo. Not excited and fun at all as compared to primary and secondary school. Supposed to have the whole class wearing semi-formal, end up so many of them wearing casual. If only I stick to my own choice. Look like fool! >_<

Semester is ending and I still don like going to school, except on friday when johnny, hock and everyone gathers. Other than that, I hate school. Thank you for making my school so unenjoyable. Pui.

Like wtf, I worked two days last month and they only gave me one day pay. Still owing me 48dollars. Did FM peer appraisal twice, because some one gave mr kok the wrong matrix number for my name thus, i couldnt access to that appraisal. then when i completed, he called me again and said that he cannot receive then everyone in my group got to re do. don know whose fault is this. mine? doubt so.

finally went for culinary. was at petite cafe, at the beginning so like blur cock. kept kanna scolding by chef phua. scariest moment. luckily next week last week already. haa.


can't wait for school to be over!

back to school again. hah.

watched three movies in consecutive days, can you imagine how rich beibei is? nah. darling suddenly booked out so early on friday, thankfully that i chose to skip jap tutorial that day. was at bugis with johny and ah kua chia's lover then met darling after that. went kia kia kua kua around bugis then to toa payor and bishan, was supposed to buy clothes for my mother. bought this top from POA, it's mine now.

On cny eve, we went bishan again to watch "Cheaper by the Dozen II". Quite a touching movie, at least to myself cos I cried a bit. Haas. Went home quite early cos must go home eat dinner and pack my messy room. It's still very messy though. No new year mood at all, seems like holidays only. Anyway, on the first day of new year, I went to my grandparents' house for like one hour only and off to darling's house for steam boat! Then, went off to meet his friends around 9plus for movie - "Fearless". Stayed at his house after that.

Second day of new year, quite sleepy cos didn't sleep well the previous night. Went my grandparents' house again for steam boat! Gamble a bit, with 10cent 20cents 50cents and 1dollar the most. Surprising I won about $5plus. It's just luck I suppose. Then, meet darling at ang mo kio to watch "I not Stupid II" at 12midnight with his cousins. I think it's very nice, everybody should watch. For this, I cried a lot. Everybody else was crying too, can hear a lot of people sobbing. It's natural to cry over that movie. Hah. After that went back to darling's house with his cousins too, stayed over again. Watched "House of Wax" before we sleep, was so tired that I didn't concentrate.

I thought it will be a long long weekend for me, but it's gone. Time flies whenever Im with him, just want to stop the time. Hai, I miss you darling. Muah. Just want to spend every minute with you!

Happy CNewYear everyone!