dislike going to school still leh.

suppose to have lecture at 9, too lazy to get up so intending to skip that and go to school only at 12.

projects are like our silent killers. feel so slack-ed, un-moving, un-motivated. feel so demoralized with all the assignments on hand and due-ing. guess we will have to suffer like mad these two weeks. projects due next two weeks and we have yet to complete one. mindyou, we have three projects dueing on the same week. feeling scared i am. individual assignment due this friday and i have not started doing. why do we have to suffer so much when we pay so much for education? hate it.

hari raya haji tomorrow. still don know what it meant. but i know it's holiday! able to see him again soon. on new year eve and new year day itself, we went esplanade to watch fireworks. beautiful. but it was like crowded like hell, as it the land will sink. after that we witness-ed a common fight with a gang of malays and chineses fighting against two blangadesh. didnt know what happened though. anyway, that was like weeks ago.

my internet connection is corrupted. need to uninstall and install again whenever i want to go online. don know what the hell my brother did to this computer. if only i have the money, i will get a laptop for myself. myself. called singnet help desk just now, they also don know my problem. like what darling said, my problem is unusual and they will not know.

i hate school especially school work.

unmotivated. lazy. slack-ed.

please let me graduate soon. please give me money.