gong xi gong xi.





lol but got no new year mood at all. still happy though cos it's long weekend plus i can see beibei. heh.

all projects finally down. yeays.

byebyes.

gong xi fa cai!


wo shi fei zhu.

no more fm! no more presentation. great!

skipped lesson again. mann don know why. woke up very early today as presentation starts at nine and got to reach school earlier to prepare some stuff. boring school life. if only the doctor is kind enough to spare me a three-day mc.

doing project again, now it's fbo. so lazy to do anything. went bugis just now and bought another pair of earrings and a pair of jeans. like finally. shu and suet taught me to wear it whenever im at home so that it will expand and more comfortable. lol.

feel like skipping school on friday as well. maybe tomorrow and thursday too.

but cant!


damns.

two-headed snake-s

there are alot of this bloody catagory of people everywhere. whether they are people around you or whatever shitt.

this kind of people sucks. fuck off.

i hate you!

nabeis.

forever acting innocent. everything also my fault. knns.

angry just say angry lah. what's done cannot be undone. scold people already then apologise for being too harsh or whatever shiiit! that was so UNcool.

i wasn't sad at all, i was damn angry with you and you!

afterall, they will never understand. they are so selfish that they care only for themselves. selfish nabeis.

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i will still do whatever i like without having you to interrupt my personal life! out you go - you're never my friend. never at all.

puii!

skipped school again!

just came back from the polyclinic, objective is to get an mc. told the doctor that i had headache when i woke up bla bla. and she asked me to touch my nose and her finger many times. guess she's trying to find out if im lying or not. told her that i do not need any medication. save some money ba.

have yet to buy any new clothes for this new year. wonder when can buy...

i want __
. a nokia 7360 or 7370
. a digital camera
. a laptop
. that bag from bugis village
. to complete all the projects
. a new purse
. more shoes
. more skirts
. to start wearing suitable jeans
. some short sleeve blouses or so called shirts
. to have more money so that i can buy anything i want!

lastly, i want darling to ord. i want to be with him forever. love you beibei!

just came back from school.

aye. stressed over projects. hopefully we can work effectively and efficiently and complete whatever we should asap. will be staying in tp overnight to do as much things we can.

projects simply... dot.

anyway, saw my grandparents this morning when i was on my way to school. wanted to say hello to them but they were far away from me. i could only see them walk to the bus stop while i walk towards the mrt. kinda feel very sad and uneasy seeing them alone, seeing them growing older and older day by day. sigh. perhaps they will forget me one day. ayee. i just hope they will live happily everyday and be strong. kinda miss them alot, especially those days when we still go over to their house every sunday.

hai.

hai darling just went home an hour ago. miss him so much already.

he booked out very late on friday. around 10pm. went mcdonald for dinner and supper. feel so sher bu de. meet only for an hour. hai but better than none right?

yesterday, went back to tp for project meeting. wasted half a day. saturday is always darling's day. luckily he is understanding enough for not blaming anyone. met him after project at tampines interchange and headed to queenstown. reached queestown mrt station and hailed a cab to queensway shopping center. sound funny. paid 2.60 for our trip only though. worth it. it was sooo crowded man! dar bought two pair of jeans and bought me one pair of earrings and some rubberband to tie my hair (:

headed to bugis after that to look for nice shirt for him. crowded like mad too. took bus 80 to kovan and went thai express for dinner! their tom yum was amazing. doesnt look spicy but it is. quite nice. yummy! went to darling's house to play games. haha. the stupid game is like never ending. played for two hours but still... play till very sian then watch tv. came home around two plus in the morning and he stayed with me. so nice to sleep.

darling i miss you. love you too bei bei! :D

friday's so far away from today. i'll wait.

woke up very early today for culi. late anyway. reached at eight when im suppose to report at eight. luckily mr sim was late. haas, blessed.

dismissed us around twelve plus. so happy! was quite fun today and didnt realise what time it was at first. helped to make wan ton for petite cafe, then cut hotdog, make pasta etc. cannot remember what i did also.

was thinking whether to go for jap lec and tut tomorrow. wanted to skipped but realised that ive got assignment to hand in for another subject. that means i will need to go for tutorial. aiya. wasted, or else can start clearing all my leave.

paid four dollars for -dessert trail cooking-. hai. zz.

just a bite only. didnt get to try other things though. left out.

yay. finally completed the mice field assignment. yet there are still many other projects to do. never-ending.

baah. i still hate that tutor. cant believe that she started packing two minutes before lesson supposed to end and left at exactly two pm. leaving the class in doubt. she said nothing, nothing that hint to us that it's end of class. never seen such best tutor before. adjunct? a piece of junk! she's way too lazy to be a tutor. i can be a tutor too if that's the standard (: enough of that sheet.

been complaining and complaining. i know, but why?

got to wake up early tomorrow for culinary. hope i will be able to crawl out of bed. hope it will end early too.

darling havent message me yet >.< hai. miss him so much.

time to watch tv! first time of the week im watching.

dislike going to school still leh.

suppose to have lecture at 9, too lazy to get up so intending to skip that and go to school only at 12.

projects are like our silent killers. feel so slack-ed, un-moving, un-motivated. feel so demoralized with all the assignments on hand and due-ing. guess we will have to suffer like mad these two weeks. projects due next two weeks and we have yet to complete one. mindyou, we have three projects dueing on the same week. feeling scared i am. individual assignment due this friday and i have not started doing. why do we have to suffer so much when we pay so much for education? hate it.

hari raya haji tomorrow. still don know what it meant. but i know it's holiday! able to see him again soon. on new year eve and new year day itself, we went esplanade to watch fireworks. beautiful. but it was like crowded like hell, as it the land will sink. after that we witness-ed a common fight with a gang of malays and chineses fighting against two blangadesh. didnt know what happened though. anyway, that was like weeks ago.

my internet connection is corrupted. need to uninstall and install again whenever i want to go online. don know what the hell my brother did to this computer. if only i have the money, i will get a laptop for myself. myself. called singnet help desk just now, they also don know my problem. like what darling said, my problem is unusual and they will not know.

i hate school especially school work.

unmotivated. lazy. slack-ed.

please let me graduate soon. please give me money.

It's like back to school again.

Damns.