Oh today is friday again! haas, need not go to school again because deployment canceled. Yesterday another sentosa staff called me and told me that there will be deployment tomorrow and I am suppose to report at 8.30am. However earlier on, I read the announcement on Ole-bb, it stated that deployment will be cancelled. So confusing and after that, this lady called me again and say that there is no deployment. Great!

Went back Tp yesterday for group meeting and also took that opportunity to collect darling's cert. Finally collected or else his mom and him will kill me. I was ding dong and hardly able to concentrate doing proper work. Go gaagaa over Superstars. Crazy leh >.< Siao ding dong. Darling will hate me for doing that. Yesterday was the most enjoyable group meeting with them. haas. As for service project, think there is some problem here and there. But there's Jingping. Thank you so much. Feel so bad that I can't help much...

Today, doreen asked me to join them for movie. And I rejected, hai doubt they will ask me out again. Suppose to celebrate Sandra's birthday today but her actual birthday is tomorrow. It's my idea to push forward to today because he is booking out tomorrow. And now, I don know if she's able to make it or not. She didn't reply my message. Hai, Im left with no cent and no sense.


Came across this poem...

You are one of the best friends that I've ever had.
For the past few years, you've known everything about me,
My secrets, my lies, my faults, my triumphs, my joys and my fears.
You know me inside and out; like the back of your hand.
I've never been as honest with anyone as I have been with you.

When I was weak, you were strong.
When I stumbled, you led the way.
When I was blind, you could see.
When I was silent, you spoke.

When I needed advice, you were there.
When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there.
When I needed someone to cheer me up, you were there.
When I needed a friend the most, you were there.

You've always been able to bring a smile to my face and make me laugh.
Through thick and thin, you've always been there for me.
Whenever I'm with you, I have a good time.
It seems like you always understand my feelings and identify with my thoughts.
When I first met you, I thought we'd be friends for life.

But now, something has happened.
I still don't understand it, really.
All I know is that you're slowly slipping away.
And soon, you'll be gone.
And there's nothing I can do about it.
Except hope and pray that
You'll somehow come back.

Please,
Don't leave me here all alone,
In this world full of hatred.
I fear so much, and confront so little.
I need you and your strength,
To be with me always.

Please,
Don't leave me here all alone:
Without a true friend, a real friend, a friend like you.