Hopefully, everything will go on smoothly (:

Will be going to the new national library with doreen to study. haas. to study. Hope that everything will be inside my head by friday then I'll have time for darling.

Tell me why do I have lousy memory? Nothing seems to stay longer than one hour. Lousy!

Oh bloody, my mrt concession ended. That means I have to top up my expensive card again. >_<

Happy birthday to Sutinng!

wonder if she ever see this (:

Exam's round the cover, I feel so scared.

Argh. Deployment is really a waste of time. Im now in TAS comlab rotting.

Can't wait for tomorrow to come. I must think of where we can go tomorrow and what we can do (:

I feel so guity abandon-ing the little diary darling gave me. Haas but I am a -busy- woman, so Im excused!

Got back some coursework grades recently, didn't score well. Must work hard for exam if not sure fail. Sadded leh!

I hate deployment, luckily today last day already. So shitty, still must give report at the end of the day. Hoooowww... Don't feel like doing, why should I give a damn? (: But I care for my grade.

c o n t r a d i c t i n g . . .

Haas, something's wrong with my bloody PC again.

Had dinner with my family yesterday. Was my grandmother's birthday. However, the food was not very good. Felt quite happy being able to gather with my family and hope this will last forever. hees.

Yesterday after school, shu raine jorin and me went Suntec for swensen sundae. Walk till my legs want to break. haas.

Going to school soon to pei this little indian and to print notes that need to be printed.

bbyees!

I can't stop eating.

I can't stop thinking of food.

Oh no, stop it!

I've been eating a lot these few days. Pms? Water retention? Aye I don know. I just know that I'm eating more than usual.

Lesson ended very early today. Went to trim eyebrow after that, haa can't stand my thick eyebrow anymore. Darling said my eyebrow is very thick hm, so I must do something about it (:

Had wonderful weekends with darling. We watched on Friday evening. So expensive. I wonder why are movie tickets so expensive now. They want to stop movie piracy yet they are pricing the tickets so high. Anyway, that show's not really nice. Find it quite stupid maybe cos of the not-so-good plot. On Saturday, we went the area around Suntec. First, to Peninsula Plaza to see guitar. Time flies though, big sigh.

Yesterday, hahaas tried cooking fried beehoon. Satisfied! At least to me, it tastes good! =]

Final week in school. Next week will be study week and then examination. Darling's POP will be on 7th September, hopefully it's in the afternoon then I can go! AHEM and my birthday's coming!!

Marketing case study's results out!

Always thinking of darling, too free.

Hahahaha...

What the HELL!

Hong JunYang is out!? I can't believe it... Why him?

Always like him.

Weilian really has lots of supporters I suppose.

Ahh so sad :(


AND KAREN, I STOLE YOUR PICTURE! -no copyright- hehs!



; represent the three of us (i hope)

So lazy to blog. No school today again. Lazy.

Darling's having his situation test now, can't contact him for 3 days. Hopefully to receive his call tonight.

Eating alot alot alot these few days. Pms maybe? But my weight's still the same. Makes me wondner if the weighing machine is not working.

Aye I forgot what happened last week. Hm...

I hate to study! Sigh.

; man in uniform.

; the three little things.

; missing the good old days.

; just the two of us.

nette has been eaten up by the chao-ta merlion. because it feels insulted by nette when she said that it needed a bath. so this diary will cease with immediate effect. be back to hear the chronicles of nette's death, muahaha...


merlion *burrpps* *errrrrrrppppppppp.....*

i am cuter than nette*!! heeee.

suett is here to dominate!! yeahh-nesss.

Oh today is friday again! haas, need not go to school again because deployment canceled. Yesterday another sentosa staff called me and told me that there will be deployment tomorrow and I am suppose to report at 8.30am. However earlier on, I read the announcement on Ole-bb, it stated that deployment will be cancelled. So confusing and after that, this lady called me again and say that there is no deployment. Great!

Went back Tp yesterday for group meeting and also took that opportunity to collect darling's cert. Finally collected or else his mom and him will kill me. I was ding dong and hardly able to concentrate doing proper work. Go gaagaa over Superstars. Crazy leh >.< Siao ding dong. Darling will hate me for doing that. Yesterday was the most enjoyable group meeting with them. haas. As for service project, think there is some problem here and there. But there's Jingping. Thank you so much. Feel so bad that I can't help much...

Today, doreen asked me to join them for movie. And I rejected, hai doubt they will ask me out again. Suppose to celebrate Sandra's birthday today but her actual birthday is tomorrow. It's my idea to push forward to today because he is booking out tomorrow. And now, I don know if she's able to make it or not. She didn't reply my message. Hai, Im left with no cent and no sense.


Came across this poem...

You are one of the best friends that I've ever had.
For the past few years, you've known everything about me,
My secrets, my lies, my faults, my triumphs, my joys and my fears.
You know me inside and out; like the back of your hand.
I've never been as honest with anyone as I have been with you.

When I was weak, you were strong.
When I stumbled, you led the way.
When I was blind, you could see.
When I was silent, you spoke.

When I needed advice, you were there.
When I needed a shoulder to cry on, you were there.
When I needed someone to cheer me up, you were there.
When I needed a friend the most, you were there.

You've always been able to bring a smile to my face and make me laugh.
Through thick and thin, you've always been there for me.
Whenever I'm with you, I have a good time.
It seems like you always understand my feelings and identify with my thoughts.
When I first met you, I thought we'd be friends for life.

But now, something has happened.
I still don't understand it, really.
All I know is that you're slowly slipping away.
And soon, you'll be gone.
And there's nothing I can do about it.
Except hope and pray that
You'll somehow come back.

Please,
Don't leave me here all alone,
In this world full of hatred.
I fear so much, and confront so little.
I need you and your strength,
To be with me always.

Please,
Don't leave me here all alone:
Without a true friend, a real friend, a friend like you.

Not going to school today. (: But I will be staying at home and do project. This friday is the dateline for the marketing/spa proposal and I don know if my group is going at the right pace not because it seems as if we are almost done already though I feel as if I never do a lot of things. Aye this friday going for deployment too and I have yet to collect the shirt from Mr joseph. May not be going to school on thursday also, so how am I going to collect the shirt from him? hees.

Im so looking forward to this weekend! Like very long never see darling already... Quite a bit confusion here and there though. Suppose to go some stupid -paid- ndp dinner with my family on Saturday but I want to spend the day with darling alone. Didn't manage to celebrate our one year anniversary thats why need to pay back. I will insist not to go for that dinner. (:

This saturday is Sandra's birthday and...

Hm.. wonder how it's like to be drunk.

Oh! Last night, I dreamt of Junyang. Lols. dreamt that I saw him along Orchard and I pulled his arm. In my dream, he's like so -dao- bleh. Don know why he appeared in my dream also...

I am am am am very very very very happy!!

Finally heard his voice after one week of suffering.

heehees. He called me this afternoon, quite surprise to receive his call though. Yet, happy!

Ahh! I miss him lots. (: