Finally the proficiency test is over. Everything went on well and its like so informal. Well, was quite nervous yesterday and for the past few days, I kept worrying about this test. Then now, everything is over now! So happy. hees.

Thank you to those who have helped me somehow! Hee thank you thank you!

My first station - Clearing of plates and changing of table cloth.
Haa, this station... quite funny. Actually, I think I can clear everything at one go but I didn't take the risk. Because when I was clearing I don feel any weight at all. Should have just clear everything at one go. Mr Neo la, kept smiling to himself and teasing me laughing at my every move. I think I know why... because I was so silly enough to smile at the champagne flutes and all the plates when clearing. He must be thinking that I am mad. hahaas. Then both of us couldnt stop laughing. Distracting leh. Anyway, I accidentally saw my marks for this station.

My second station - Menu salesmanship
I was prepared. But things didn't came out that way. Again, we were so informal. I don know if i did well not. Because along the way, I kept joking to Mr Joseph and talking craps. For example, to the dessert side, I asked him what would he like to have for desserts and he wanted me to recommend whats good for him. BEFORE I can even recommend, he insist that he wants the Cherries Jubilee for two. But he is alone... and asked if he can have cherries jubilee just for one? Of course, I was stunned. But don know what was wrong with me. I said I can inform the chef and asked her make one specially for him and if its not possible, I would be glad to sit down and share the dessert with him. Also, I kept laughing and laughing when introducing the menu. And I forgot to ask him how would he want his fillet minior to be done.So he kept reminding me. At the end he said "I have never seen someone so happy when taking proficiency test." haas. I was crazy :(

My last station - RED WINE service (damm)
Wanted to serve white wine instead because I served white wine before. So damn la. Anyway, this station... quite funny too! I totally forgot what I should do for red wine service. Everything was in a mess man. But I think they didn't realise. Mr Neo sit there and laugh again. Wapiang. Makes me so nervous. I had difficulty having to cut the foil and pulling out the cork. So Mr Neo sit there and said... "now.. she's fighting very hard with the cork and...... the cork is finally out!" this kind of thing. I was like, prespiring over there really 'fighting' with that damn cork. Luckily it didn't break or else it will be stated as a major mistake. Yep everything was fine after that.

Yay and the test is over! So happy donkey.

After the test, hueyjie and I went to change and didn't expect Mr Neo to change so fast and he looks so different. Like some HTB students. Lol. Anyway, free ride out of Sentosa by Mr wong (one of the htb lecturers). Thankfully we met him. haa. Supposed to meet Amanda at Dhouby first because she was alone. So poor thing. But in the end we didn't meet. So I went walking around at the Harbourfront centre with Hueyjie. Ate meesua and tempura from shihlin. Aiya she kept saying Im retarded and bimbotic :( hahas.

Jue Dui Superstar -- I want Junyang and Weijian. They are so cool and cute! They sing very very well too. I like them!

My darling -- sigh, so long never contact him already. He's in field camp and cannot bring phone in. Will only hear him on Monday... and see him again next Saturday. Miss him alot alot especially when today is Saturday. Monday will be our First Year Anniversary yet unable to celebrate. :(

darling, jiayou. ilu forever.

My darling's second day in field camp. Ah... second day only.

In school now trying to do some research for my service profiency on Friday. But I think it is tough, just want to get it over and done with. Guess, deployment will be worst. Will be skipping Applied research lecture later and rot in this lab.

Baah. Nothing else to write.

I feel so different without your smses. One week without hearing your voice. I will die. I wonder how are you now and whether you are still coughing like hell. Boo I just want you to come back quickly...

This week is a busy week for me. Will be having Applied research lab test and the service proficiency test. So scary. Hate it. Last week in the restaurant and will be deployed to Skytower. Haa, do boring stuff.

Haa, I don know how am I now. Was sick last week. Skipped service and visited a mad doctor. Baaah...

I miss manda, doreen, slk and darling.

Woke up very early today to do research. Boo it's all shit.

I worked. On my way home, met some irritating insurance thingy. Met these kind of people many times already. This person kept pestering me, wanting to have a `casual` chat with me (and that drag me into buying some insurance). Seriously, I wasn't listening to him. My brain was half-dead and I don know why I cannot hear him, nothing gets into my head but I just nodded and continue to see his mouth moving. And I told him that I will be wasting his time and he will be wasting mine, but he didn't give up and continue having that solo-casual chat. Wasted 10-15minutes and I missed so many trains! Finally, he gave up! eediot!

When I got home, I realised that I cannot do my research at that time as it was very late already and that room will not be dark. No light. Spoil. Double damn. So I have decided to wake up very early and do it. And here I am... Booooo...

Darling messaged me only at 6+am this morning. He had don know what activity for the whole day and didnt message me. He reached his bunk only at 2+ in the morning and have to wake up at 5.30am. Aaaai... So poor little boy. I guess he will be half dead today. Still, he warned me this morning that he may not have the chance to message me. Baah. Activities gao gao. I miss you!

I seriously am missing my darling. Feels weird without him by my side and that whenever I need him, he can't be there for me. Lonely without him.

Lucky people with loved ones by your side, I envy you.

Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows?
Only time...

And who can say if your love grows,
As your heart chose?
Only time...

Who can say why your heart sighs,
As your love flies?
Only time...

And who can say why your heart cries,
When your love lies?
Only time...

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be,
In your heart.

And who can say when the day sleeps,
If the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart...

- Enya, Only time

It's raining heavily here.

Just came home from Amanda's house. We watched `My boyfriend's type B` and I concluded that the girl is very pretty. Wahaa. Some parts of the movie did touches my heart. Quite funny though.

Woke up very early today to register for some Cds thingy and helped doreen and garry to regi too. I am very very tired now but there are so many things to do. I want to keep my weekends free from work. Weekends = Jimson's day.

Today is Friday, tomorrow is Saturday, the day after tomorrow is Sunday. Fast. Able to see him tomorrow, so looking forward! Hope that he will pass all of his test and achieve his dream. Waaakaa..

Worked whole day yesterday. Need to earn cash. After work, met up with karen and sandra! Karen drove us around for supper at Thomson. Her brother owe a car rental company thus, she's able to `borrow` a car for free. That was the first time I see her drive and that was her first time driving on the road. Wakaa, that's so fun. I was so hungry because I planned to skip my dinner. But wth, ended up taking supper. That's boo boo! Enjoy life eh.

After supper, we planned to go round Singapore. At first we didn't know where to go then in the end we went in Lower and Upper peirce reservoir to see if there's anything `interesting` things to see. But sucks, there's nothing to see! All long road and deep in. After that, we still can't think of where to go as that was her first time driving, she still doesn't know the road well. We tried to read the road signs and everything to go to interesting places. After the boring reservoir trip, we decided to go Geylang. My first time going geylang to see ugly chickens. So excited. We made our way there and saw chickens walking around. They are so CMI. Sexy but, no figure with ugly faces. Interesting though. We went round and round because most of the lanes are one-way. And we always missed the lane we wanted to go. Stayed there awhile and got bored of Geylang. It's real happening there, middle of the night and it's still very crowded. (:

Wanted to go Changi Village next to see ducks who wants to be chickens. As we didn't know how to go Changi, we decided to take the risk still. Drove past Tampines and then to Pasir Ris. Tamp and Pasir ris is very big sia. At that moment, we planned to give up our plan and go back home. The next minute, we saw the Changi Village sign. Yay god doesn't want us to go to bed disappointed. In the end, we went to one of the carpark at Changi village and WOW! All the "chickens" are beautiful. They are really better than us dammit. Their breasts are so real and legs so slender. At first, Karen didnt dare to drive into the carpark because there were many of them gathering at a spot. So actually, we were afraid that they will scratch the car of what. In the end, she picked up her courage and drove in. It's really something interesting. They were all dressed in bikinis and clothes hardly covering their bodies. They were all so sexy that make men go ahem ahem. A white car was blocking us, thankfully, that's why we can stay there longer and move slowly. Finally, we were out of that place and the white car in front of us stopped and a "chicken" alighted. So maybe, what were they doing just now in the car? So fast.

Satisfied, we decided to head home. Through the jurong exit. All thanks to Karen. Wasted her fuel and time. It was really fun last night and really hope that I'll be like her, I want a license but Im afraid to drive on the road.
Finally got to see the both of them, and they or we haven't change a thing ;) The feeling is still the same. Lol like so...


Thanks Karen, it was an enjoyable ride! I hope you didn't mind us.

Friday:
o52 gathering at Wheelock Fish&Co.
Had fun yesterday. That was the first time dining at Fish&Co. The service they provided were excellent! Anyway, after our lunch, manda and gary got to leave. The rest of us then headed to Far east then down to Sommerset. Gossiping with them was the best part. Lol.

Today:
Will be meeting darling. Should be going to Suntec to shop shop and Marche.
So happy! Finally can see him again!

Yay I will fail my account test. Think I don even know how to do, all I did was crap my way through. Hopefully can gain marks here and there. The one and only mid sem test is over! But... I thought can enjoy my holiday. Who knows, there are still projects waiting for us to complete. Case study II and so on. No life, who cares! I will still enjoy my holiday!

I realised that I'd rather study in Tp than TAS. Tp has adequate facilies. Multi-storey library. Most importantly, with a wide variety of good food! So, people studying in Tp must really appreciate what they have! Met up with manda and meidang, visited Tampines mall and then to Bedok. We had "ban(4) li(4)" at Bedok hawker center. First time having that. Thanks to manda. Half of the watermelon mixed with cocktail. And it's really very big!

I went for a haircut. Still look the same to me. Just that it's not so `pong` and fringe's shorter. Will be meeting -xcom- tomorrow for lunch! Fish and Co at Wheelock. And finally can see darling after tomorrow! That's the best part (;

Yay had a wonderful Monday with darling. Very long never go out with him alone. He kept his promise though, we watched Initial D. Jay's so cool can. But I feel bored after a while. Anyway, did really enjoy myself. So happy because I feel that he was so sweet and super nice to me that day. Haa.

That day, I went Pasir ris and waited for him and went his house to have lunch. The bee hoon soup his mother cooked is very very nice! Anyway, we headed to Plaza Sing after our lunch and saw Mel Foo and Mel Chia, so we stayed and chatted with them. Monday was Youth Day too and all the kids are having their precious holiday. The ticket booth was so crowded that we have to join the queue. Got our tickets and walked around. Dar wanted to buy me the shorts I wanted, but after I put it on, I don really like it so I didn't want him to waste his money.

After the movie, we headed to Heartland Mall for our dinner! Kfccc! Dar bought himself a birthday cake home! Had a mini mini celebration at his house. Today is the actual day of his birthday but too bad, he's in camp and cannot celebrate with him. Sadd-ed. He stayed at my house again, boo every second is precious! Missing him so.

And today, I have got to start studying for my accounting. The one and only Mid sem test I have (: But don even have the mood to study. Kaas.

My darling's back! Woohooo...

Stupid Friday is finally over! Maybe my aim is not to be a waitress in a fine-dining restaurant. I can't even serve guest properly, worst still, don even dare to serve drinks because Im so afraid that I will spill everything on the guest. My balancing fail and its heavy - didn't know that Im so weak. I just hate every friday. Hurrs. Next sem will be worst. Got to face those angry chefs.

Anyway, suppose to see darling today. Sigh but he can't book out. Can only see him on coming Monday. Was watching `Jue dui superstar` and miss him suddenly because, out of the six contestants four of them sang his favorite songs. Haa, very long never update our diary already. he's going to kill me!

Monday... will be going to Pasir ris and fetch him. And gonna celebrate his birthday! I want to watch Initial D, go shopping, go makan-ing with him. I want to spend more time with him. Time's really precious. now.