Finally met my dearest on Friday. Was so anxious and looked forward to see him again. After lesson, I went straight to Kovan and waited for my darling. Obviously I was early so I waited for him and he arrived! The feeling was so special, just like our first date. Too bad, we are not allowed to hold hand when in public when he's still in his uniform. So, we head straight home. Ahh and he held my hands again for the first time after two weeks. Again, just like the first time we held hand. Miss his mom's cooking! Had dinner at his house and watch `Jue dui superstar`. So nice of them to have recorded in down for Jim to watch. (:

Darling stayed at my house for two nights. Perfect! Want to cherish every every single moment with him. Time is really precious for the both of us. So short that I didn't want to close my eyes. Im afraid to see him leaving me the next morning. Sigh. Anyway, on saturday evening, we went to Kuiting's birthday party. Happy birthday Kuiting!
Sigh, during the night, I was like becoming emotional, really am afraid that he had to leave. But what can I do? Hide him? Really don wish to see him leaving me for Ns again. But again on the positive side, he's leaving me for Ns and not walking out of my life. On Sunday morning, I started crying... Really don wish him to walk out of my room. Yay Im so selfish, but Im worried. And I will miss him alot. I was so silly that I asked him not to go. But obviously, he can grant me that little wish or he'll be put behind bars. Lol.

Next week, I'll be celebrating his 21st birthday. As his actual birthday falls on the weekdays, he will have to celebrate it in advance. (:
I want the best for him. Hm now I will have to think hard of what should I buy for him! I love him a lot and never will I leave him. I swear that I only have eye for him and maybe... Jay Chou! But Jay Chou is an unrealistic figure, he just happen to have the image and characters I like as an idol (: