Just finish my business proposal. Aye tomorrow is Friday again. Don really like Friday now because I don like to... bleah >.<

Anyway, went shopping with Shuping and bought a skirt and a top from Mango. The skirt is very nice and cheap $13 but the shirt is not nice, doubt I will wear it. Think I got the wrong size, a bit big for me. Wasted and that cost $19. Ahh! Should have just listen to Shu.. And I spend a lot today. Bought a pair of flip-flopx from don know what shop and I like the paper bag. Wakaa. Stopped myself from buying more.

I miss my darling. Im afraid that Im left with zeroCENT soon. Yay he'll be booking out on Monday 11am. Hope to see him soon. Stupid Saf day. Thats why he cannot book out. Kuku.

Hm... somethings happened today. And makes me really ponder why different people have different kind of fate. Life is never fair I think. The weaker one always win the battle (:














Aye I really miss those `slacking` days with dearest.

My darling is sick again...

Skipped lesson today because I need more sleep.

Going out later too.

I miss my guy. (:

Finally met my dearest on Friday. Was so anxious and looked forward to see him again. After lesson, I went straight to Kovan and waited for my darling. Obviously I was early so I waited for him and he arrived! The feeling was so special, just like our first date. Too bad, we are not allowed to hold hand when in public when he's still in his uniform. So, we head straight home. Ahh and he held my hands again for the first time after two weeks. Again, just like the first time we held hand. Miss his mom's cooking! Had dinner at his house and watch `Jue dui superstar`. So nice of them to have recorded in down for Jim to watch. (:

Darling stayed at my house for two nights. Perfect! Want to cherish every every single moment with him. Time is really precious for the both of us. So short that I didn't want to close my eyes. Im afraid to see him leaving me the next morning. Sigh. Anyway, on saturday evening, we went to Kuiting's birthday party. Happy birthday Kuiting!
Sigh, during the night, I was like becoming emotional, really am afraid that he had to leave. But what can I do? Hide him? Really don wish to see him leaving me for Ns again. But again on the positive side, he's leaving me for Ns and not walking out of my life. On Sunday morning, I started crying... Really don wish him to walk out of my room. Yay Im so selfish, but Im worried. And I will miss him alot. I was so silly that I asked him not to go. But obviously, he can grant me that little wish or he'll be put behind bars. Lol.

Next week, I'll be celebrating his 21st birthday. As his actual birthday falls on the weekdays, he will have to celebrate it in advance. (:
I want the best for him. Hm now I will have to think hard of what should I buy for him! I love him a lot and never will I leave him. I swear that I only have eye for him and maybe... Jay Chou! But Jay Chou is an unrealistic figure, he just happen to have the image and characters I like as an idol (:

Lol. I felt quite stress though.

Doing some research online and found some interesting places to go. Resorts like the one in Disneyland, Atlantis etc...

And wth, I have a noisy neighbour. Always scolding her children LOUDLY! Can't stand her sometimes. What can I do? Stuff her mouth with my shoe? If only Im more daring... (: Whole block can hear her loud and clear.

Wheeww and finally, FOUR more lonely days and I'll not be lonely anymore! Looking looking forward to see darling again. Muuuahs!

Worked today.

Feeling sleepy.

Aye after work, I walked aimlessly alone and started thinking of Jim.

Sigh, he's that important to me. (:

Yay Im feeling so so so much better compared to the last few days. Darling called me the first time just now to let me hear his sexy sexy voice because he is having some sore throat and has no voice now. I was too happy when I heard his voice, so sweet. Heh. After school today, I wanted to go get this shorts from Fox so I decided to go out and Yati was so kind enough to accompany me! Today was the first time I went out with her alone, hehes. Quite fun though (: Bought a pair of shoes from Trendy zone and Short-sleeve button shirt from Poa. Wahaa, I like everything that I bought today! Woohoo. Oh and 3 pairs of earrings, studs to be exact (:

Aye projects are driving me crazy.

Some class test are coming up.

This due that due and what's not due?

Skipped dinner again, I don know why...

I still miss my silly boy alot, my darling! Nine more days to see you again. Im looking looking forward baobei. Hope to dream of you tonight. ilu dear. hugs!

:'(

My darling's all alone now, with new people around him, new environment. Today is the day he has to enlist. His family and I accompanied him to Tekong this morning. I'm feeling quite weird now. Wondering how life would be without him by my side all the time. I miss him a lot :'(

I controlled my tears till the last moment I saw him. I had promised him not to cry when Im at Tekong. And I kept my promise (:

Sigh I do not know how to carry on... I just know that I am missing him, alot alot... Hope time flies so that I can see him in two weeks time. Darling, I hope you are doing fine there and know new friends and I really hope you are enjoying yourself though training may be tough.

Cried a lot for the past few days. I know this seems silly... Until you yourself encounter this, then you will know how we feel. At least we felt better after that. I love Jimson too much.

Friday and Saturday was fun yet emotional. Im mad! Wakaa.

Had service lesson and I felt quite stress because I cannot clear the table with just one hand. The plates are so heavy and that was the first time I cleared table without using trays. There will be a test for this and I think Im going to fail. Lol my sweaty palms are killing me and my poor little finger was slipping off the plate and I might just break all the plates. Practice makes perfect!

After that, I kinda rushed home to bathe because a dinner at New park hotel were organised by them (a gathering) before some of them go army. Aye I was so late lor. Darling came to my house and fetch me and I was still blowing my hair. In the end when we reached Farrer Park, everybody was waiting for us. Yay enjoyed the dinner. I like the cold dish, tofu, juicy tender chicken, you tiao, etc... Paid $28 (Buffet). Planned to spend the night outside de, luckily they decided to watch movie after that. Haa, Junliang parked his car at Dhoby ghaut so we have to take train to dhoby then to Bishan. We lost our way therefore, miss the first part of the show. Lol. The show's quite nice, rate 7/10. Because of the effect and the way they scare us! So scary and of course, I was freezing in the cinema. If I stayed there longer, I will froze to death.

No more activities after the movie so I went to darling's house first. Stayed a little while and then proceed to my house, took cab again. Spend alot alot alot. Dinner+Movie+Cab+Cab Lol. Now Im left with no cent. On the way back to my house, police stopped the cab and wrote down our activities. Phew I thought they were going to fine us as we did not have our seatbelt on. Lol. First time first time. I bathe when I reach home and then sleep! Kees. Woke up at around 2+pm and then went to buy breakfast/lunch to eat. Wakaa bought so much till very full. Greedy pigs. In the end cannot finish. Wakaaa. Horrible!

Sigh he's going Ns soon in less than a week. I cant write in words how I feel... (:

Just came home from the dinner gathering at New Park Hotel held by darling's friends. Im not at my own house but I am at his house rotting until there is a first bus to my house. Hee budget ah! Yeap the food was okay-okay just like normal restaurant kind of dishes served. Buffet buffet -- so we can order as many times as possible. Anyway, the purpose of this dinner is for them to gather together before the guys go into Ns. Really hate it. So fast lor. Left one week together so I must cherish every every day with him.

Aye cant type much cos he's just beside me now, shy shy leh. Lol.