Today is the only day school ends earlier for me. I was late for tutorial this morning as I left my house 15 mins later. Was in my formal wear for Business Etiquette tutorial. I wonder why do we have to wear formal to tutorial when he doesn't check on our attire. But the observation starts on week three. Heh maybe I should learn how to sit properly and present myself properly when Im attending that lesson. I really hate heels cos it makes my feet `numb` >.<

My brother is in camp now, thats why I am able to use this com as long as I want. Hiak. Also wonder how is he doing. My darling is jogging now, training. At least he prepares himself for army. (: He's doing this for `our` sake. Poor thing, aye why do man have to serve Ns? Woo I want to see him in uniform! Will be so shuai, though botak.

Went shopping yesterday -- wanted to shop for my blazer, shirt and bag for Business Etiquette. Me and darling went to Far east to eat the Shihlin meesua first and slurpee. Yummy and then proceeded to look for Mel chia and Eugene at Shaw. Too bad, Eugene was not there. So Mel chia showed us the camera and watches. His counter like quite busy, good business. His friend, the one selling camera, looks like one of my primary schoolmates. But I don think so la. Anyway, cant find anything at Shaw so decided to leave that building and walk elsewhere to get my stuff.

Poor thing leh darling, has to walk so far and walk everywhere with me. Kee anyway, managed to buy a bag and a blazer. The blazer I bought is so inexpensive but I really like the cutting, and designs. Everywhere having sales so we `zhuang dao`! Woohoo. Didnt manage to get a shirt because we were too tired. Hees. Planning to get it today. Aye quite rush. This business etiquette tutorial is on Monday, 9am. And we have to come in our formal wear so die die also must buy. Hees. Later darling will be accompanying me to Bishan to get the shirt! Hai and 13 more days to his enlistment. Which is like so damn short for us to be together. If only Im still having my hols. (:

There will be a gathering on this coming Friday before they go Ns. But I'll be having lesson from 8am to 6pm. Sigh got to bring so many things to school if it doesnt end early. But its okay... I hope they will end earlier so that I will have time to go home and prepare! Hehees.

Phew, week One is finally over! Yay from next week onward will be tough. No more only-lecture schedule. Guess I'll be even tired next week.

Later I'll be heading to town to get my complusory-blazer, long sleeve blouse and those bag. One of my subject is complusory to wear formal to school, will be graded. Must learn how to put on make up also. Oh no no... If not for this graded subject, I wouldnt be bothered. But sooner or later will have to buy all these.

Sigh, my good friend was hospitalized and had an operation. Really hope she will be okay after the operation. Sigh and if I didnt smsed her about her wellbeing, I guess I will not know it. Get well soon.

Haha, in school rotting now. Boo two more weeks or so my darling will be in Ns already. Definitely going to miss him like hell! Two more weeks, just two moreee weeks! Grrr will cherish every every moment with him now. Hee if possible, meet him everyday after school.

Woo this keyboard rox! So nice to type can.

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time

From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids
It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me think I gotta live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you right by my side

But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoyed everyday, that I spent with you
And I will miss it cause I'm happy that I had you at all

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

Yay chalet with darling was great though there's time restriction. But overall, I really did enjoy myself and love the feeling with darling by my side all the time. The days before our chalet, both of us were sick. Darling more poor thing. Food poisoning etc. Thats why we cancel bbq-ing plan. Without bbq also never mind cos there are other alternatives like the food court, fast food restaurant and many more.

[Friday] On the second day, we wanted Escape themepark. However that thing opens only on Saturday, Sunday and Public Holiday. We didn't know that man. So when we reach there, we see only workers wiping their windows and the machines not working. Darling was disappointed ba cos this is what he wanted. Hiak. Anyway we stayed at `home` until evening and then go to the beach and rent bicycle. That was the first time darling brings me to the beach. Hee feel so happy! Oh ya, and he saw so many friends during that 3 days. So qiao~ Muahhs darling, bring me to the beach more often hor. =/

[Saturday] Boo last day of chalet already... So fast! We got to woke up earlier to checkout. Hee went Escape today! Lol first time going there with darling. Yay and we were entitled 10% discount by showing them our posb card. Cool. The first ride was Pirate Ship and I started feeling uncomfortable. Haa, second ride was the don know what. third ride was the "Pepsi". And this time, I am really uncomfortable, feeling sick all over. Lol so weak! Third ride only! So darling brought me to some place and rest. A while later I went to the toilet and vomit everything out. Weak. But at least I feel much better. Spend most of my time resting. But after a while I feel much better and carry on riding. Enjoyed myself though! And darling won two softoy for me! A pair, the good looking fish is him and the distorted looking fish is me. How sad. So ugly! Lol but its okay!!


Had dinner at his house and this time I don really feel scared already. Maybe cos his mom started joking. Hehe. Yay I miss homecooked food! Thank you so much.

In short, I just want this to go on and on... Want to have you by my side forever.

Under my darling's care, I am alright now! Hee he's really so caring. Took panadol and recovered as soon as I reach Simei.

Unfortunately, he was sick last night due to `food poisoning`. High fever at 38.5, vomited and diarrheor. Poor dude. But he's alright now under his mother's care. Tomorrow is our day... die die also must recover okie?

Yesterday was their gathering. Lol with Jiemei Jinlai, Amen Arnold and Clever Christopher. Lol. Went to Sakae Sushi and then play pool and Kbox. The Sakae at Simei really not good... Order one thing need to wait so long to arrive. Woo first time play pool with darling. First time i dare to play with them. Hee so fun! Enjoyed myself. Spend quite a lot yesterday. Kbox from 7 to 10pm. After that ask my father come and fetch me and darling home cos he was so sick already and cannot send me home. Poor thing, so xin teng.

My brother told me that he and his band will be taking part in the `School of Rock` (not sure about the title) competition. First time doing it but still, have to encourage them. Just take part for the sake of experience and fun. Hope they'll do fine. But Im not sure when is the audition. Yay gain experience. (: Good luck!

Fever, flu, cough hits me yesterday. One small piece of chocolate is really powerful causing me to have sorethroat and then flu. Aye now im feel weak all over.

Yesterday was the opening ceremony for the Tourism Academy and we were force-d to go to school early in the morning for briefing. I thought we will be staying in the school till 5pm but who knows... all attractions are open free for us! yay, free! And that was the first time I visited the Merlion thingy, the underwater world, dolphin lagoon and etc etc. Too bad i was feeling sick already yesterday and cannot really enjoy. But still I manage to see the attractions. Heh. After that went to meet my darling at heartland mall to have dinner. Went to his house after that and didnt stay very long. Hehe

Finally both of us are not working anymore. Horray really time to enjoy. So i hope i can recover as soon as possible. Got chalet on Thursdae. super looking forward to it. Hehe.. Dar bought me a pillow and bedsheet as he was selling bedsheet, helping his friend father's company. So got discount. Hehee. Muahs. Im really the lucky one!

I love you xingan!

Yay! Im back in Singapore safely.

Kind of busy these few days, working almost everyday and has to work again for tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow tomorrow and this goes on...

Really enjoyed myself in Taiwan and of course, I do miss my family and darling. Sandra fell sick during the trip. Lol, first time going out with her family but I don feel awkward when Im with them maybe cos they are friendly and funny people. The best part was that the room beside our room will always be filled with ahem sounds. People were watching some porno at that room and they on the max volume. We heard everything, and make fun of them. There are a lot of things to say about this trip. Overall, its kind of a shopping paradize and a very enjoyable trip. Too bad it was raining on some days.

On the first day, we reach Taipei in the evening and sandra's father got so hungry. So we tried all the road side food. That day was the best! There were lots of handsome and pretty Taiwanese around. They dressed so well and their features are very nice. Saw a lot of shuai ge there. * hehe * First day we stayed in Xi men ting. Bought a few tees for myself and skirt, also tees for my brother, of course for my darling too!

Second day, we decided to go 101 Taipei and after that to Shilin market. 101 Taipei... yes, it is a famous place but its like shit! There's seriously nothing to shop in there, everything is branded and more expensive in Singapore. So which fool will want to shop there? In conclusion, 101 Taipei is a bad place for me as there's nothing nice to see there. That day was mothers' day too. Everywhere was giving out free flowers. Hah! and Sandra's father got one for each of us! But my flower is rotting in Sandra's luggage now. Everyone was tired after so much walking. Bought some food for my family and darling's family. Went back to the hotel and rest after that. In the evening, we set off to Shilin market. Wah that place is super big, its kind of like Bugis village x 10 times. Don know why when Im at Taiwan, I didnt really eat a lot. Didnt try there `famous food` like the Shilin chicken and mee sua. Heh, no appetite. Only want to shop! Shilin market is not a bad place but stupid cos it rain-ed! And that we have to shop with umbrellas.

Finally on the third day, we went to Dan shui. That place is more for sight seeing. Is something like East coast those kind of place. But there are shops for us to shop also but mostly not the kind of stuff I will buy. So on the third day, I didnt really spend a lot. And stupid enough, it rain-ed again! So sway lor, kept raining! And we did not try the long long ice cream... not open! Zhen sao xing!

YAY! The last day was great! Because, we shopped again in Xi men ting and I do a last minute shopping and bought more clothings, for my darling, my brothers, myself and... forgot what I bought already. Xi men ting is still the best for shopping! This final day was great because I know that I will be back in Singapore again!! I know I can see my family soon and my darling! Hehe!

I have a lot to say now. Its around 8.20am and Im going off soon. Kind of feeling scared and sad yet excited. Aye don know what kind of feeling is this. Suddenly run out of words.

Yesterday was a really happy day for me though its just like other normal days. But darling finally brought me to eat Pungol Nasi Lemak. Wahaaa, really nice and expensive. Of course I went back to zara and buy the jacket. Heee so happy! Darling was really nice. (: Oh ya and suppose to meet Mel chia they all as they are working in Orchard too, but we have not enough time. So sorry.

Im afraid that something bad will happen to me. Sigh please bless me. Im worried about that boy too. Aye... Darling, please take care of yourself and you must not think so much. Take it as normal days. Tell yourself that you will be able to see me soon but have to finish. You must be happy so that time will flies~ Okie darling? I will call you as often as possible. If anything happens, you know that I love you a lot. (: Im looking forward to come back. Sigh, don cry cos I do not want to cry too. Four days very fast one, not four months or four years. Hugs and kisses. Don think so much and make yourself sad ok? It pains me de. Darling, wait for me to return! Heh. I loveeee you!! And don you worry so much about me, I will take super good care of myself with Sandra around. Heh... and will enjoy myself! Muahh... Please bless me!


Off to meet darling first!

That weird boy fetch me home from work almost everyday. Im the lucky girl. Heh. But also, I found out that I actually am not the one who knows him the most. He kept some things from me and I guess Im not his confidante. He's my confidante yet Im not his. Yay so unfair, but what to do... blame on my bloody nasty temper thats why he's afraid to even confide me about his feelings. Heh say no more. (: Im okay now because I see the whole picture now, and is not as bad as I thought. At least I try to understand and put myself in his shoes not to make things seem worst and not to be ridiculous, unreasonable.

Tomorrow will be my OFF day. Hooray, will definitely spend time with my darling and start packing my stuff. I havent even write a list of things to bring and buy lo. Haa. So last minute. Will be doing last minute shopping tomorrow with that boy. (: Four days without seeing him will be a torture. So I will make full use of tomorrow, just want to be with him.

Hugs. I love you, baobei!

My period's finally here! Oops. The rinoceros cooling water really works! A small tip from Sandra!

Yesterdae, went shopping and also updated my passport photo at ICA building. And my new photo sucks! But who cares, nobody is going to see my passport except for that person who stamp it. Oh, before that, I brought my grandmother to visit my grandfather. Again, everyone is schooling and working except for me, so I got to bring her there. Hm, felt quite depress when I saw part of his foot gone. Looks quite scary and even himself also dare not see. My brave grandfather hm... and he is back home today! Um my passport has been updated, me and Sandra went shopping at Orchard. Bought a cheap top from POA (everything's selling at 5 and 10 bucks only!) and a shoe which is so damn tight, maybe wont wear already until it is season-ed. Saw a short jacket from Zara and really regret regret regret not buying it! Im so afraid that the jacket will not be there anymore. I really want that jacket a lot a lot a lot and a lot... Please please please reserve one for me! Kept thinking about that jacket. Let fate decide anyway...

Yay and Im going Taiwan soon. This coming Saturday till Tuesday. Definitely miss my guy and my family. I really wish darling will be going with me, I know that we will miss each other so much. Aye, really don wish to be separated in any ways. But I will be back soon. So you don keep saying that four days is very long. You must tell yourself that you are looking forward for me to return and anticipate another brand new day instead of thinking and worrying about me. I will be back with lots of things for you, so cheer up a little! I promise to call you as often as possible. Hah, I don know what am I typing... Ni kan de dong jiu hao. Wo ai ni.

My grandfather is in hospital again. His leg hurts again. I have yet to visit him and feel bad about this. The lazy me has to work so, I gave excuses like I will be working later. Huur... So much wanted him to be alright, I really hope he will still be as strong as ever. His toe has been amputate (don know spell correctly not) and hope that it will recover and the rest of his leg will not be affect. I am still quite unsure of his situation. Just want him and everyone to be alright. (: