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Friday, March 18, 2005 , 8:22 PM

If only I am rich enough, I would have paid the bills or buy a Hi-card and a PC. I feel so far away from everyone especially him. I wonder if he still cares about me. I wonder what he's doing all the time. He doesnt seem to bother anymore. Feeling so bloody emotional today. Sigh. Just facing that bloody page for the whole day. Fuck that knn-game! My brother is addicted to it again. Fuck. And refuses to let me use the com when I needed. Dar, Im sorry that I wasn't online just now when you wanted me to. I had tried to convince him to let me use a little while but his reply was "after this battle" knn. I waited for 3 hours but dar was gone by then. This feeling is terrible having to give in to that brother. Makes no sense. Worst thing is, my father is on his side, encouraging him! Double damn. Double sigh.

Tried to study but nothing gets in... I tried I tried and I tried... I feel so sad... So isolated... so frustrated... So emotional... I cried, I don know why. Argh. Last night was bad too. It's just far tooo weird! Imagine living without a mobile phone and the internet. Its killing me. Can someone grant me another wish? Ahhhh Can I be rich? :(

Why am I online and he's offline and when he's online Im not? Sway >.<

I feel so uncomfortable!!!!!!
OH okay, this's just PMS xD hehe.