Wooo met Sandra today. I really cannot stand my that shitty hair so I have really made up my mind and went to buy those dye and Sandra helped me with it. Im happy with the outcome. This is so much better than what the bitch did to me. Sandra's skill is a zillion times better than that bitch's skill. Thanks Sandra. xD While waiting for my hair to be ready, we started clearing my room. She can't stand my messy room so she started clearing this and that. And taa-daa, she's really an expert in everything. She will be a good and perfect wife -- If Im a man, I will definitely go for her. Thanks again Sandraaaa.

Im so tired now. Heh.

AHHH!!!
Went dyeing hair just now and it sucks!!!!!!
That woman sucks. Lousy skills. Bad attitude. No wonder Sandra call her a bitch. ;)

Waste my money!

Enjoyed myself today, but not the singing part. Because like can't sing. The feeling is different.
Darling, Jinlai, Arnold, Christopher and me went to kbox @ Tamp. Woo today is my darling's last paper, no more school for him. Shiokness. So its time for us to really enjoy and put everything aside! However, the singing part didn't turn out great. I felt so tired and lazy to sing. Boo waste money. Expensive! Normally, time flies when we sing but today is different, time was crawling like snail. Next time we should go kster instead. Its much cheaper and they have more songs. But still hope they had enjoyed themselves! Anyway, darling came to my house after that. waaakaaa we chatted and I really love chatting this way. Muahs.

Latest news. Everyone felt a sudden "earthquak". Oh no.. is the world collapsing? Im sooo scared. Im alone here in the room, everyone else is asleep. I don want to feel the shake. Im really scared. What happened what happened? Darling told me that he felt his building shaking. And after that Xiujun called me and ask me if I feel anything? Oh man. So scary! >.<

Now that I'm having my hols, I am still jobless and didn't look out for any. How? Lazy to work yet need money to survive. Aye...

And you know what?! Im free now, the feeling is sooooo undescribable! Shiokness.
Enjoying every minute, every second now. But Im feeling sleepy now, slept at around 6am in the morning and woke up around 12.30pm. Not enough sleep wahaa. And the reason is... I went to watch The eye 10 with darling and his friends yesterday at J8. Darling rated the show 6 out of 10 only. Actually, the show is quite disappointing, maybe because I expect the story plot to be all-the-way scary. I was freaked out by some of the parts still, I don like horror stories cos it will makes me think of some of the parts again and again especially when Im alone or late at night. The show not only have the usual out-to-scare-audience parts but also added some funny part. Depending on what type of person are you and what type of story plot you are looking for, maybe that show will appeal to you? (:
After the movie, they had decided to go Amk s-11. Woohoo good for me. Because I can walk home from there, save some money. Expected, I dare not go home alone after that show and dar wont let me go home on my own of course. So he sent me home and stayed at my house to install some kuku virus scanning thingy, until there's the first bus home. Heh Im really so lucky to have such a lovely boyfriend. He's really the nicest guy on earth, ever-positive. Love him sooo much. muahs. I love you darling. Just want to be with you for the rest of my life. (:


Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

HOW??

I swear I didnt study much for Econs yet I don want to fail. I don mind getting a D or D+... But I don want to fail, don want to take supp paper for Econs! Oh noooo... Just want it to be over asap. And don come back again. Yet I don have the mood to study for it. How how? I wont know anything. Hmm But but but must think positively! Always look on the brighter side. Haha, maybe the questions will be easy. Maybe. I hope. haa, horny cats are mating somewhere near my block. seems like they're enjoying. aheeeem ;)

Oh yeah. Last paper tomorrow! Good for me and you.

Andddd... sai man. My phone line kanna cut off again. Really don know what M1 is doing. Fcuk them man. Called them and they don want to tell me the problem, insist that they should keep it confidential and tell my mother only. Really shitty.

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Hahaahaaaa... I fell down today! Oh no... Don know what I was thinking. So long never fall down. Bleahs! Cant possibly pretend to faint. So paiseh la! But funny! Wahaha... Darling was there too! Luckily he held me up. Ahhh still so paiseh!!! ROFL!!

People, Don laugh at me huh... Or will be your turn next time... Kidding! ;)

LOL.. cant put title de.. buggy. Hm.. well, im not yeeling.. She asking to try and write something here. ^^ Hm.. darling, i noe exam period hen nan guo, but try ur best in everything ok. Hen kuai jiu guo le~! Jiayou! Muack!
Erm.. cant put chinese.. hehe Jiayou!

By : Ur beloved darling~

Today's paper was scary! I think I will fail this paper. Hhhurr... Hope they'll be miracle :D

And yes! My phone has been activated! heh... Life without a phone is really horrible. That time, suppose board bus25 to join dar. Then forgot the plate number... And so qiao, when I reach the bus stop, bus25 came. So i ben ben board the bus. And wahahahaa he wasnt in that bus. Didnt know what to do, so I ran all the way back to my bus stop to catch another 25. phew...

If only I am rich enough, I would have paid the bills or buy a Hi-card and a PC. I feel so far away from everyone especially him. I wonder if he still cares about me. I wonder what he's doing all the time. He doesnt seem to bother anymore. Feeling so bloody emotional today. Sigh. Just facing that bloody page for the whole day. Fuck that knn-game! My brother is addicted to it again. Fuck. And refuses to let me use the com when I needed. Dar, Im sorry that I wasn't online just now when you wanted me to. I had tried to convince him to let me use a little while but his reply was "after this battle" knn. I waited for 3 hours but dar was gone by then. This feeling is terrible having to give in to that brother. Makes no sense. Worst thing is, my father is on his side, encouraging him! Double damn. Double sigh.

Tried to study but nothing gets in... I tried I tried and I tried... I feel so sad... So isolated... so frustrated... So emotional... I cried, I don know why. Argh. Last night was bad too. It's just far tooo weird! Imagine living without a mobile phone and the internet. Its killing me. Can someone grant me another wish? Ahhhh Can I be rich? :(

Why am I online and he's offline and when he's online Im not? Sway >.<

Dar, I feel uneasy not able to contact you in any way. You're not online. Sigh I miss you.

Good night.

Wahaahaa dammit! I've got a phone without a line. I woke up and found out that my line had been cut off by bloody M1. Tell me how can I do without a phone --- This means that I neither can sms nor call anyone, worst thing is, I cannot even receive anything. ):

Went jogging with Sandra yesterday. Like so weird, so sudden. Glad to see her again! Miss her so much. Not forgetting Karen. They're still the best (: Anyway, yesterday was crazy! We jog, play and walk. Never serious before. End up, we took in more that we gave out. Haha, what's the point? But I'm loving it.

Something kept haunting me for the last few days. Kept thinking of a "friend" -- someone I know for years. I feel stupid, having to believe her and treat her so nice last time while she BULLIED me. God damn her. She'll suffer in future. Im cursing her! I really think I WAS stupid enough to believe everything she said and did for me. She is never good. Okay, I hate her because... When I was younger, she backstab-ed me and made a lot of people dislike me -- her "promotion" on me worked, others see me differently and started to believe her. Those days really suck to the core. She has this special power that makes people trust her words and makes people love yet hate her. Maybe she prays to some god every night, who cares? Also, wah I cannot stand the way she criticise people and the people she picked to criticise. If my good friends did not tell me what she said about me, I would still be a fool, treating her as a good friend etc. There're alot of things to say about this bitch but I feel that I should not waste time describing her.

In short, she's just a two-headed bitchy snake! xD ____

P.S. Lady, if you're reading this, then... good for you! I hate you! I was dumb, but never as dumb as you. You'll be punished!

Wakakaa... Don know why I suddenly want to type this out. Anyway, my life is so much better without her! Heh. But, action speaks louder than words. I can't or should I say, I dare not do anything to her... Sigh eh.

Finally watched Hitch! Rate it 7 upon 10. I hate exams! Don know when can I see darling again... Sigh, after his exam? -- Which is like 2 weeks from now? I will miss him. Cherish-ed today with him, but time flies... Oh no no no... time always always passes very fast when Im with him, or when Im happy. Not fair! xD After exam, I'll have more time with him and with my friends! cheerios.

Yesterday was one of my friend's bad days. Poor girl. If Im strong enough I'll kill her boyfriend. But, I shall not interfere too much because, Im not involved. So, the most I can do is to lend her a pair of listening ears and console her. I really hope, her boyfriend will change his attitude towards her and cherish her even more cos' she deserve better. (: And I hope that Neo Shui Jin Jimson will not treat me that way in future. Heh, he better not. He wont, I know.

>>.<< Really got to start studying tomorrow. Sigh.

I miss the good old days.


With my good old friends.


Rotting at those good old place.


Sharing the good old jokes.


I am still the good old me, missing my good old friends.

Finally finish that psycho paper. Pheww... relieved! Was so active and happy yesterday. He said Im sot. >.<~
Wanted to makan punggol nasi lemak BUT so sway didn't open. End up walking further and tried the... Chomp pang nasi lemak? Comment is: It is undeliciously expensive! Hoho, must try punggol nasi lemak one fine day. I don care.

Doreen's birthday today!

Happpyyy Birtthdddaeeeee to Youuuu!

Oh No No No.... My dar says I always make him jealous? :(

... and shit! Bloody psychology test tomorrow. dammnss. After tomorrow will be great! Will be meeting him after school! To movie maybe.

shit! Come and blog for fun only. Nothing else to say. Hoho...



Oh ya... I seriously miss my Karen and Sandra. Big sigh.

Damn psycho. Regret taking this cds. Boo.

I love Saturdays.

Sometimes Sundays too.

All presentations over. Cheers for me.

Went Changi yesterday. Dar's sec sch classmate 21st birthday. Lost our way. Saw the Old Changi Hospital. Looks so freaky. Bleahs. Nice chicken wings! Haha.

Will be going to Chomp Chomp later. They won big sweep. Lol. Free treat. xD


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