Saturday, October 30, 2004
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1:33 PM
I shall ignore my previous post. Bleahs =P
Though there were some unneccessary quarrels, we're still going strong. Some people have no confidence in our relationship but, who cares about them. The more they want us to break, the stronger we are. =) So stop the childish-ness and it is none of your business! Hmmpf! =/ Anyway, sorry darling to make you feel so sad. Its me, I am naive and sensitive to those not-important stuff too.
Some people question what I say... Try to break up you and me... But I know this love between us is growing stronger...
Dar > For all I know, I cannot live without you. You're the one and only for now till the end. Nobody can affect my thinking. Please believe everything I said. And... you're perfect in my eyes. I'll change for the better. Everything I do, I do it for you... iloveu*darling. Lets overcome every obstacles together and go on forever...
Yeah his favourite song!
You Don't Miss Your Water ('Til the Well Runs Dry)
As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together, we will move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me
But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up, never
No we'll be together
Forever
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly in you and I
Can't somebody answer me the question why
You don't miss your water til the well runs dry
As I close my eyes
Sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight, but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me
For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever from wherever
Just remember that
I'll be there
Through all the stormy weather
Us break up never
No we'll be together
Forever
For you are always on my mind
You are always on my mind
Girl you know that you
You are always
You are always on my mind
You are always forever
You don't miss your water girl no
But I believe so strongly in you and I yeah
Cant somebody answer me the question why
Cause you don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry yeah listen
If you ever get the feeling
You wanna play around starting cheating, remember
You don't miss your water 'til the well runs dry
Thursday, October 28, 2004
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10:52 PM
No more... sweet-talkings.
Fullstop.
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1:45 PM
Work was okay. But, it never rocks. Supposed to go library after work... I want that book or I'll be damn bored! Dar's working. Hur... boring boring bored. Miss K-ing with friends. Sandra's in Japan now! Think she should be enjoying herself. Hah. Actually, there's nothing much for me to write. hmm... Hope everyone's doing fine. Take care peeps. Miss you guys!
Rang wo... bu zai, xiang nian ni~
if my love is blind
* Crucify my love
if it sets me free
never know, never trust
that love should see a color
Crucify my love
if it should be that way
Swing the heartache
feel it inside out
when the wind cries
I'll say goodbye
tried to learn, tried to find
to reach out for eternity
where's the answer is this forever
like a river flowing to the sea
you'll be miles away and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
no reason to cry
Crucify my love
till the loneliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear clouds away
Wednesday, October 27, 2004
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1:02 PM
Will be working already...
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
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1:00 AM
Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For You
If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong
Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.
Chorus 1
Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You oughta know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love.
Chorus 2
Nothing’s gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through but nothing’s gonna change my
love for you.
If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.
So come with me and share this view
I'll help you see forever too
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.
Sunday, October 24, 2004
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1:30 PM
18th - 21st (Malacca trip)
A real disappointment actually. Thought that Port Dickson is very beautiful beach. Hur! But first day, low tide. Thats why the it looked damn ugly! There's nothing we can do there. Love the hotel and... the beach at the bar. The beach at the bar is soooooooooooooooo beautiful! The shore's damn clean and windy. Love that beach. But we only stayed there for a while cos of the storm. It was the fasting period, then theres alot of shops not open. Theres nothing we can do there. But, enjoys rotting in the hotel and watch .
In Malacca, I hate the hotel. It's very creepy. Like some haunted hotel. Oh man! That was the first time I want to go home. I couldnt sleep. I don know why. Actually, 2 of us to a room. But most of us were scared, so 6 of us occupied 1 room. Imagine everyone slept on 2 single-sized bed. Oh man. Luckily, we will be in that Baba House for 1 night only. This is really some cheapo hotel. All we can do in Malacca is shopping! Yeah I love to shop. Actually, there's nothing much to talk about... because, I didnt enjoy this trip. I seriously... regretted going there. But I paid for the trip myself. Broke now >_<
22nd - 23rd (Class Chalet)
Brought Jim to the chalet too. I was quite amazed. Doreen and I didn't expect Zhiwei (Dor's bf) and Jim can get along so well. Haha. What a relief. Heh did enjoyed myself. :D But it's a bit weird to sleep on the stage at the Foyer though. Nice spot. But... too bad, we got chased away by the Security Guard. Alamak. Haha. I hope everyone enjoyed themselves.
23rd (Scream Fest'04)
Jim brought me home after the chalet. Got home at around 8am. Slept a while and got up at 3+pm. Went to Fort Canning in the evening, to Scream Fest '04. Hah. For free. Eugene's sister has extra tix. I think its more like a gathering than a party and movie screening. Don know what show it was showing. Old shows. Left at around 10pm. Join them at Selegie Pool. Hoho... got home quite late. Enjoyed myself too.
24th...
Today... think I shall rot at home! Hehe.
Sandra's going to Japan... Bon voyage!
Friday, October 22, 2004
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5:25 PM
Back from the Port Dickson and Malacca trip.
Monday, October 18, 2004
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1:48 AM
Will be back on 21st Oct. bleahs >.<
Hoho.. guess im too bored.
Dar, remember to write the letters! And good luck for your project. Must try your best okie? :D Jiayou jiayou. Take good care of yourself! Will be missing you, badly. I will be back soon, promise. Cya on Thursday.
Huiwen, please study hard for your O level. Must revise ah. Don be lazy. And good luck too! Hehes, also please try to sleep early already. Don always sleep late. Not good for health, and be prepared for exams! Hw Hw Hw Hw Hw Hw... Must miss me leh!!! Hahaha. Happy now? =P Bleahs. Don worry about me ah!
Friends visiting my bloggie (if any), please write something in my taggie. Thankies! =D And thanks for visiting. Do take good care.
Cya guys soon! Tata ~
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1:24 AM
6 more hours for me to sleep and then to Port Dickson. Not really excited. Feeling normal. Anticipating yet don feel like leaving. My indecisiveness's driving everyone crazy.
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I don know what else to write... All I know is that, I definitely am going to miss Dar. And friends... Time flies eh? So I will be back soon. Meanwhile, do take care of yourself. And do not have to worry about me, I will be fine with Doreen and Amanda around. ^_^ Muahs! I am missing you, Every moment...
I miss you! I miss you! I miss you!
I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you! I miss you!
I miss you!
I miss you!
...I am still missing you!
Saturday, October 16, 2004
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11:19 PM
=) I am so proud of myself to have finally have the courage and stepped into Dar's house. It was not as scary as what I had always thought. Hehe. His family is friendly. And this is the first impression. Don know what will they say about me. Of course, I hope I did not disappoint them. =/ hah...
Sooooo happpyyyyy ^_^ Went out with Sandra today, after her 2nd paper! 1 more paper to go, wish her luck! We went to J8. Hoho to try the... . The crispy chicken is... WOW, nice! ;) But the oyster meesua... Haha, the oysters very smelly~! =/ Took neoprint again, but this time round, not fun! Bleahs. She picked up $2. Lucky her. And then...... we ate a lot of things. Hehes. Really enjoyed myself today. So fun to be with her. =/ She's going to Japan on 24th this month. Hurrrs... So good... =P bleahs.
Oh. Met up with Dar's friends. Yeah. Friendly people. But, something bad happened today. Sad. Hope they will be okay soon. =)
I am going to Malacca and Port Dickson in 2 days time!!!!! <18th> Sigh, I really think that this trip is a bit too expensive. Because, you see, food is not included in the $160 we paid. Only accommodation is included, but again, the place we are going to stay is definitely not 5-star hotel or whatever. It's some cheapo resort only. So, I really think it is exxxx... What to do, can't turn back time. Sigh, hope I will enjoy bah! =) Will be missing you*...
Till The End
All these precious moments
With you by my side
Must be a gift from heaven
Thats holding me all night
I dont know how I found you
Im thankful that I have
Now that I have a love so true
To hold, to keep, to share
*In my heart I can no longer hold inside
All of the love I used to hide
Ill always be with you until the very end
In this world there is no place Id rather be
You are my life, my soul, my girl
And through it all I know
That youve come to see that youre the one till the end
All my friends around me
Say you’d be gone too soon
Baby Im gonna make them see
Weve found our way back home
Repeat *
We will always be till the end
Thursday, October 14, 2004
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3:15 PM
I hate things to turn out to be this way. I really hate it. And I guess nobody will understand how I feel. This is the fact, and not that Im thinking too much. So just believe what I said. I really hate it... And I really really do. Pissed off. Frustrated.
I shall not talk to them anymore.
I shall not care anymore.
I shall be selfish too.
They will definitely regret what they are doing one fine day. Hope they can wake up and get on with life - do what they should do! And stop wasting their time doing things that will not benefit them. I really hate it. When will they start thinking?! And study hard? I seriously cannot do anything. I said what I have got to say already. I did my part already. There's nothing else I can do. I give up. I gave up. I really hate this feeling!
I really am very frustrated now. Life sucks.
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
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6:43 PM
Erm...
Monday, October 11, 2004
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1:50 PM
Am I really thinking a lot? But if there's no problem, why should I be thinking? Everyone says I think a lot. I guess everyone thinks a lot -- Im not the only one. But maybe, I think more than others think. Hah. Feel quite depressed sometimes when I think about the past and even the present. I still am not independent, I need to feel being loved etc... Sometimes I wonder, where are all my good old friends? Things seem not to be the same anymore. I don know. Maybe we are all busy with our own stuff and we are drifting apart. Admit it.
Next week, will be going to Malacca and Port Dickson (18th - 21st Oct) and then Class Chalet (21st - 23rd Oct). Sounds so fun eh? Gonna miss darling* =/
Will be going out with dar later. Yeah... Holidays rox!!!
Saturday, October 09, 2004
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11:06 AM
FINALLY over!!! Now can so free and easy! Can rot already. Can go out. Without worrying this and that. But... afraid I'll need to take Sup paper >_<>.
Yesterday! After paper, went out with the X-comm girls! Yeah finally gather together. Looking forward to more "Food" outing! Anyway, some things happen yesterday. Scary. Hur... Will be missing them! Doreen and I went to Beach Road to get the shorts. :D And went PS after that. No more 2-for-$20 demin skirts! So sad. Then accompany her to find her Ah-wei. So en ai, so jealous. Haha. Kidding. Spent alot again. Sigh... Seems like I am spending money like nobody's business.
Going out later... woo-hooos!
missinggggg missing you*...
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
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10:43 PM
YEAH!!! I finally cut my hair! Wooohooooo~! Quite satisfied. Hehes. Ah gua cut for me. Skills quite good. :D And worth it! For 10bucks only! Good saving cost. =/ Well well, finally FINALLY went out with Karen. Really miss those days. Hehes. Fun Fun. Bought some shirts. So happy~!
But, IntroH&T exam sucks. Bless me.
loveYOU...
Monday, October 04, 2004
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1:16 AM
Life is never fair. Heh.
__Things will never be the same anymore...
Sunday, October 03, 2004
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6:36 PM
Yeah xD Met jimmmieeeee for the last few days. =D
I think I am attitude-ly attitude-d towards my family. Bleah, I don know. Weird eh? ;)
Distracted! Again! Argh!!!!!! Would want to work this vacation. Money's never enough for everyone. Money's always a problem for everyone. Money's the root to all evil? I shall work. Got to go for a hair cut, AFTER exams! Wooos. excited* Change image if possible.
Yeah... and I never like to study. Chant * It will be over real soon!
Kill me!!!
___thinkingOFyou*
I have had many love interests before,
But with you I have no knowledge of what's in store.
I had no idea that we would become this attached,
but to my dismay.
You mean more to me than words can say...you see
I never ever will want to be with someone other than you.
Our love means more to me than words can speak of true.
With this, our love, I want it all to stand still, to stay.
You mean more to me than words can say...you see
All I want to do is to be near you all of the time.
I think of you at the hour the clock always rings a chime.
I wan to see you all seconds of the day.
You mean more to me than words can say...you see
My heart melts when you say three little words.
They are, "I Love You!"
But as always these words stay true up to this day,
You really do mean to me than words can say...you see
--- It will be over, real soon. No more suffering with those uninteresting notes. ---
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♠ ME, myself&i
nothing great, nothing bad.
full-time student.
part-time worker.
JIM'S naughty girlfriend.
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