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Thursday, August 26, 2004 , 11:17 PM
Blog blog blog.

Hm... Can I not study anymore? I know I am heading nowhere. Wasting my time only.
No time for blogging. Seriously, dateline for some subject just next week. Guess Im not ready for that yet.

What else to type...









Nothing else.

Sunday, August 22, 2004 , 3:34 PM
-("v")-

Tuo diao tuo diao ~ TUO DIAO!

Ahhh I really am moody. Yea, I think alot. That's me. Heh. And seriously, I miss my friends. My close friends. Where are they? I miss them I miss them!!! *cries. Need to buy another set of formal-wear, preparing for Tuesday presentation again. -bless me people- Haven't really prepare what I should share... So please bless me. Still, I miss them! Sad case. Haha.

Hmm...

Thursday, August 19, 2004 , 3:28 PM
bleahs.

_was moody yesterday.

Sunday, August 15, 2004 , 1:42 PM
Don't you cry... tonight

Time flies. One week's gonna over real soon. Time to go back to school. Slack the whole week. Cham. Brought Jim home yesterday, haa. I was so paiseh. Don know what to do. Smsed my mother to let her know that Im bringing him home. First time first time... scary moment. Sigh but guess, I bore him to death. Hah. Guilty. At least my mother know how to zuo ren. Before I went out, my room was in chaos. Clothes everywhere, books everywhere daa daa da... But when I reached home, WOOO! Everything was in place. Neat neat tidy tidy. Haha. Magic! Anyway I was more nervous than Jim, weird ya?

Went Orchard yesterday, supposed to get some presents for Samuel. End up, got him a shirt only. Don know how to buy presents for guys. So difficult! :X And I still owe Sandra a present. Saw alot of friends yesterday. Alamak. Haha. Ahh... so many things to think about. Sometimes, I still feel that Im not good enough for him. I just feel this way... Heh. That's me. Im paranoid.

Wednesday
Woooo!!~ Went K-ing with Yc and Sam. at Bishan. Yc's voice... powerful! BUT got no B.A.D - Wo de cuo. Sad!

Thursday
Went to Regent Hotel, for site inspection. Oh man. Formal wear again... got to wear that kok kok shoes. SO painful! Actually, the trip was quite boring. :X Cos my legs hurt. Met my classmates at Orchard Mrt. Saw Karen's mother~! Hoho... Chat with her a little. Heh. Anyway anyway, found out that Amanda knows Jim. What a small world. They live in the same block. Alamak. So qiao right! Booo...

Friday
What I did on Friday? ahhh forgot!


Sian ah sian... alot of assignments to do! Sigh...

Tuesday, August 10, 2004 , 10:05 AM
So happy together!

Oh man! :D Listening to Jay's new songs now. *xin dong* oops. I love him, too! oops. His image, his cool cool character, his voice. Too bad, he's unrealistic. I can't have him. Aye! Am I crazy? ;) I'm happy this way too. Hehe. Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy Happy ...because of you. ^_^

Yeah, did enjoy myself yesterday! Want to be by your side forever. If only time stops. Haha, I don know why, I feel so bad sometimes, as if Im bullying him. :X Hehe. But I like it! Evil evil me. *kidding* Na li ke yi ~ :D I am myself when Im with him. That means, Im the chu lu one. Scared he run away. Hurrrr... Words can't say much. I shy also. Haaa. I think Im crazy!

No activity today! Sad. Maybe going school to meet him. Or... meet Karen. Or... that chef thingy.

Guns And Roses - Don't Cry, nice song. My brother loves this song. Zhou Jie Lun rocks! Cool! Shuai! Oh man... But Im not his loyal fan! Haven't got his cd. But got his .mp3. Aye~! Simply want him! :X Kai ge xiao wan xiao ah~ Mueks.

Sunday, August 08, 2004 , 6:42 PM
Hehe ^_^

Sunday, August 8. A day to remember. ;)

Went out with *him for the first time. Hah, woke up damn early around 8+am. Finally, I'm so brave! Decided to meet *him today. Sooooooo excited yet scared. Afraid that I'm not presentable enough. Afraid that *he will be disappointed. Hmm... Scary!

We met at around 2 in the afternoon. Was so scared. Was shivering. Aiyoh. Wo zhen mei yong. :X Hehe. Palms sweating like siao. Aiyoh! Anyway, met *him ler then start to calm down a little. ;) Heh, don know why J8's so small, lousy lousy! Don know how many times we walked. But, I enjoyed myself walking around aimlessly. ^_^ After some time, I regain my power! Keke. Be myself again! So chu lu. Guess he wouldn't mind. ;) Hope he'd enjoyed himself.

Anyway, I just reached home not long ago, and guess he's with his friends now, gathering. So, what I can do now is... ROT! and... think of him. :X


Saturday, August 07, 2004 , 1:34 PM
Things will never be the same again ;)

I thought I would never find the right person to love until I met you

And since I have always thought that love is the most important part of my life

I want our love to last and to be as beautiful as it is now

I want our love to be the backbone of our lives forever

Our love came naturally but I know that we must both work at making it last

So I will try my hardest at all times to be fair and honest with you

I will strive for my own goals and help you achieve yours

I will always try

To have you at the last


No time to update. Test week. Well, gonna fail those test. Especially Econs. Don know what was I thinking. Can't concentrate. I've tried. End up, realise I did it all wrong. So I'm well prepared, for the worst. ;) TravGeog's worst. So fooking boring. All I see is word word words alphabets sentences countries states cities towns WORDS. Boring! >_<>

Jay's new album is out! . Thanks Jy, for sending me his whole album as soon as you received it! Hehe.

Recently, things are getting better. (not the study part. study part sucks!) My life will never be the same again. :D I appreciate you alot.

5th August 2004
Waited very long for today. Last paper! and... Hair treatment + Cut @ Chapter Two. Went Chapter Two with Suet! Hah. Well, the result... quite okay la. But not up to my expectation. ;) Took those "neoprint" with suet! Fun. Bought a skirt from Pmk @ $30 after discount. Met Pam, Limin and Tat after that for dinner.

6th August 2004 (Sandra's Birthday!!!)
Happy Birthday to Sandra! Ok, met her at 9am for breakfast at Crystal Jade. First time walking in to Crystal Jade! Oops. Which mountain I come from? ;) So excited. Food's not bad! Damn full after that. Went Hmv, take "neoprint" again! Sooooo funnnn!!! Took 3 times with different poses. Wakkaa.. $9 x 3 = $27. Boo! Really did enjoy myself. Met Sk, Karen and Sam for Sakae! Don know how many donkey years never see them already. Kinda miss them... Miss Sec sch days... Aye.. Guess what! Went Kbox after that. Spent alot alot. It's Sandra's first time going Kbox. Heh, hope she enjoyed herself. Qimin, Zhisian and Jagdev joined us later. Aiyoh. Really miss sec sch days! shin + slk. That bloody bird didn't join us! __ Never give face! Don know whether everyone enjoyed themselves, but I definitely did. But, I was sad too. I feel so bad. Im not a good friend afterall. Cannot forgive myself. Sorry.

Stayed at Sandra's house after that. And came home this morning.


Happy 18th Birthday Sandra!
Forgive me...