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Saturday, July 17, 2004 , 11:14 PM
decomposing.

- In depression state -
 
Well, Something bad happen at home yesterday. Sigh. I just don know why, why this happen. Nowadays, everything seems so complicated and WRONG. Everything goes wrong! My mood's swinging every sec. I hope everything will be fine. Let everyone cool down first. Sigh, I don want things to be like this, but I was just want to do what I think is right, speak up for what I think is right. But end up, he'll always win. Whatever we say = useless. He's forever right. What the hell wrong with him man! I feel sad for my brother, brothers. Everything simply sucks.
 
Woke up quite early today. Couldnt really sleep last night, stupid lightning and thunder. My mother didn't sleep at all, I know. Anyway, decided to go for DragonBoat training. From 11am to 2pm. Trail. Quite fun. I'm very red now. Lobster. The training is tiring! Bth. I admit, I am super weak! Can you imagine? So long never run... Im old. They're so powerful. Envy envy. Im so weak! But I enjoyed myself. The journey back home's worst! I reached home at around 4+pm - 5pm. Now my toes aching~!
 
Then, went out again. Actually, suppose to meet Yc they all. But end up passing him something and went separate ways. But at least I complete half of my mission. Happy birthday to him^_^! I was very tired! Everywhere's aching and burning. Kelian right! Happy yet sad. I didn't complete my mission! My plan was ruined! Sad. Thanks Karen, and sorry too. Ive wasted her precious time! :( 
 
Mood's swinging again. Beware.