Don know what's wrong with the previous template. LOUSY! That's why I stopped posting. But decided to do it all over again. :D And here I am! *pooof*

Mid-term tests just next week. Tuesdae and Thursdae. I can't get myself to study. Nothing gets in, I don know why. Bless me people! Hair treatment on Thursdae with Suetx! Heh.

29th July [Thursday]
BCS presentation. Must wear formal. Well, first time wearing formal, with that stupid kok kok shoes. Hate to wear that, the dae before, went out with Doreen's, her bf and her bf's friend. Aye... Anyway, went around searching for that pair of kok kok shoes. Finally found one at Charles and Keith. Expensive! $59! Sad right. Hur... So painful somemore. Everyone looks so nice in formal attire. But damn uncomfortable. I don like to present... So scary... Hur... Went parkway after that with Limin, Pamela, Kenny, Alan, Tatmeng (I think thats all? Oh no, sorry if I miss out somebody) to makan, at Whata Fish! Woohoo.


30th July [Friday]
Late for tutorial. Stupid journey, so many problems. Before that, I met SANDRA! oh man! Hehe. So happy. Maybe that's because I was late. 2-hour tutorial only. Went Tatmeng's house for Movie Maraton after that. Watched the, don know what Twin sisters show and The Classic. Oh man! That show's so nice. So kelian. So nice so nice... Went makan with Pam and Limin after that. Garry throw us aside, cheat our feelings, never join us.

Hmm, sometimes I feel that I ekil him. Or maybe Im thinking too much. He treats me well, he's good. But... hmm... I don know. :D Don think so much.

31st July [Saturday]
Supposed to wake up early and study. But woke up only at 11.27am. Late. Studied a little of TravGeog. Im so addicted to Msn chat man. Never log on Msn, feel a bit weird weird. Heh. Anyway, I slept again at 4.59pm. :X And woke up at 7.30pm. Such a pig. How ah? And then, I got no mood to study already. So tomorrow I should start studying Econs. Monday too, Econs. Heh...

Hmm... ekil him? ekil him not?

- In depression state -
 
Well, Something bad happen at home yesterday. Sigh. I just don know why, why this happen. Nowadays, everything seems so complicated and WRONG. Everything goes wrong! My mood's swinging every sec. I hope everything will be fine. Let everyone cool down first. Sigh, I don want things to be like this, but I was just want to do what I think is right, speak up for what I think is right. But end up, he'll always win. Whatever we say = useless. He's forever right. What the hell wrong with him man! I feel sad for my brother, brothers. Everything simply sucks.
 
Woke up quite early today. Couldnt really sleep last night, stupid lightning and thunder. My mother didn't sleep at all, I know. Anyway, decided to go for DragonBoat training. From 11am to 2pm. Trail. Quite fun. I'm very red now. Lobster. The training is tiring! Bth. I admit, I am super weak! Can you imagine? So long never run... Im old. They're so powerful. Envy envy. Im so weak! But I enjoyed myself. The journey back home's worst! I reached home at around 4+pm - 5pm. Now my toes aching~!
 
Then, went out again. Actually, suppose to meet Yc they all. But end up passing him something and went separate ways. But at least I complete half of my mission. Happy birthday to him^_^! I was very tired! Everywhere's aching and burning. Kelian right! Happy yet sad. I didn't complete my mission! My plan was ruined! Sad. Thanks Karen, and sorry too. Ive wasted her precious time! :( 
 
Mood's swinging again. Beware.

Yesterday's another unlucky day. What happen sia. Nowadays so unlucky! Sibei sway. >_< Dismiss early but forgot to bring keys. Then... was feeling very uncomfortable after the stupid long journey home. Spotted a tiko pek in bus. _|_

Grrr. Anyway Im in school now. Don know whether to join DragonBoat not! Cca. Haha. But I can't swim! I will drownnnnnnn... :( Heard its very fun. And Limin encouraged us to join. Don know to join or not... Hah. Erh and also, my friend's bdae coming soon. But I havent finish doing the gift. :( And don know whether to go not, scared dai ji liao liao. I miss them. I miss everyone. :(

Feeling so lonely...

I saw my `reflection` today. Saw how I was treated. But, I don want her to be like me. So I helped her. And I guess I did the right thing. Everything's okay now. Sigh... If only... Ahh let bygones be bygones. Look forward. Well, if only there's another chance for me.

I just don feel like chatting.

-_- Woke up late today! Damn damn and double damn! Lesson at 9am, I woke up at 7.47am! Holy shit. Rush rush rush and rush, everything was in "chaos". Everything went so wrong. So sway! I forgot to bring my comb, yet I brought extra book. Sigh... That bloody trip cost $11.50! Holy shit.

Guess what guess what? I went out with Sandra!~ I so damn miss her, and of course Karen too. But she didn't join us. Sigh. Like forever busy with her work. Anyway, Sandra's cousin and her cousin's boyfriend was there too. So friendly and funny! Finally Im out of my cage! Miss those days man! Miss slk and shin. Suddenly miss them sooo much. Okie.. Bought a skirt today, from Taka. Eh... $13 only! ;) Sandra bought quite a lot. Rich, forever rich. :X Her princess thingy, chipmunk's "towel"? and a skirt! Oh man. And today's my first time eating Yoshinoya. Actually, there're alot of things to say, but no inspiration leh.

HAHA, I think I am really paranoid! Ok, there was this a bit "mad" man sitting behind me, in the bus. Walao eh, was quite scary. He talks to himself. Plus Sandra's scaring me. Dammit. I think I am really mad. I am the one who is mad. I admit. ^_^

Tomorrow's another boring day. Sandra's not free, Karen's have lessons. Aye...

Sigh! I'm in school now. Having lab lesson, SOOO... able to use com. ;) Lesson's boring, head's aching, friends laughing... Doreen's writing.. Im typing. Anyway, lesson gonna end soon! 4pm! Im waiting for 4pm to comeeee. Feel so sleepy now. Projects stacking up everyday. How am I going to survive... Im so lazy and goongoon. Don know can survive for the next 2and1/2years not...

YESTERDAY! Found out something. Sometimes I wonder why things can be so irritating still. Why can't some people let bygones be bygones? Really don know what they want, it's super irritating! Ask ask ask and ask! Where's the trust man! She has what she wants already, why does she still think about it? People say Forgive and Forget, but its Forgive and NEVER Forget. A cut will always be a cut, a scar left behind. But, what can I do? Shouldnt choose that path man! Regretted! Problems everywhere. Boring! Irritating! Damn! Hah, anyway... it doesn't bother me! Why care? =D I know I did nothing wrong, so Im NOT guilty! Life still goes on and... it's their problems. Yesterday was afterall quite a nice day. Because of you...

Oh by the way, my cousin's discharged, but I don know whether he's okay already not.

Projects projects and projects... Kill me lah somebody. :D Everyone's so hardworking. Me and Doreen slacking behind. :/ LOL my class found a "pet", an insect. Lol. Their "bugger". "Bugger" is its name they gave. Now they are trying to catch it now cos it is flying away! Oh man... Lol! I still don have a tagboard, sorry Im lousy. Don know how to do! Haha. Okay, I got to go soon. Lesson ending soon. Long journey home... Boring. Do you want to accompany me? ;)

~* Ni que yong yuan shi wo de lin yi ban.

It's Monday! again! It's Ice-cream day! Amanda's idea. Spent $4.75 on a ice-cream and brownie. Er.. expensive? Hoo, went to school with Jasmine, (my neighbour) today. First time! Reached school very early, so decided to have breakfast first. Lectures and tutorials are damn boring today. I was so bloody sleepy and kept dozing off. But time flies. Bought my Ezlink concession pass today. Fook sia. So expensive lorh! $58 all together. -_-" Don know worth it not. Okie, and I slept in the bus. So lonely...

Well, I just got back from hospital from vising my cousin. Hmm... I don know whether he's okay not, his mood changes. And he ate all my things! Think he's hungry. =/ And he's sooooo thin now. (I want to be sick too.) *choy! ;) Aiyah, he mei shi jiu hao. Everyone ping ping an an jiu hao. Sigh... don know to do some work not! Like alot of work to do... CommSkills stupid Outline! -___- and... FFBSci. Do halfway halfway. I am lazy. What to do...

- CommSkill, (Teenagers voting for Elections OR Dangers of Internet Datings)
- FFBSci (Qns 1 - 4)
- Econs (Tutorial)
- ...some projects. =(

Quote: The greatest regrets in our lives are the risks we did not take.

Went out with Karen today, to get her SLR camera (Nikon, FM10). That camera looks sooooo PRO! Amazing, and interesting! It's worth the money.
Xm took train with us and alighted at Orchard. Saw Alvin in the station too. Long time no see man! I spent so much money today, on FOOD! I'm such a pig. Oh man... We were craving for KFC, so we got to walk all the way back to Suntec. But disappointed sia. Not nice! I think the Buddy Meal's not worth it man. If you want drink, gotta buy the 2-piece chicken meal. I think it's more worth it. xD Anyway, she tried using her camera for the first time and, LOL, something's not working! She was so worried, and sad, but I don know what to do. Im such a goon. Lol. So we went back to the shop @ PeninsulaPlaza. And there's nothing wrong. *heng ah. Hah.

It's `SYFday` today, my youngest brother was performing but I wasn't there. Anyway, he's back now. Hah. My cousin, is hospitalised now. Something bad happened to him. But there's no sickness. We're all so worried, like there's nothing we can do. PSLE this year, and such things happening to him. Poor boy. :( Sigh... Hope he'll be okay soon.

Tomorrow is Sunday. I hate Sunday! -_- It's assignment-day! Cannot enjoy. POOR ME! Haha. Why ah? I didn't know Poly also so stressful. I thought can slack. But who knows... It's just a false impression. Hai. Life's a struggle! =/ I'm such a good girl! ;)

I miss someone.
Tata!

Quote: Life is all about risk and it requires you to jump.

Woohoo! First time doing such thingy. Still goon goon.

End of 2nd week. So stress! Lotsa work to do! (Reports, Projects etc...) 2nd week only leh. Journey to Tp is tedious. Imagine traveling from AMK to BEDOK then to TAMPINES. But what to do, I chose this path, therefore I got to sacrifice my DREAMLAND! :( Anyway I went out with Karen today. Though we're studying in Tp, we seldom or shall I say NEVER see her in school before. As in... baah! Don know how to explain. Can't think of any nice nice sentence to phrase what I meant.

First two weeks in Tp.
Well, my class is hyperactive. Lol. United. Crazy. That's all I can think of for the time being. Ohya! There're lots of smart peeps too. *stress! We do almost everything together, as a class. (Go for lectures, tutorials, makan, ROT!) I remember someone suggested wearing PINK on a certain day (Every Wednesday?) That means whole class must wear PINK shirt on every Wednesday. Dammit! I don have any PINK shirt then, so I got to shop for one. Bought this PINK top at B.U.M for $18.40 after discount. Karen accompanied me! Heh, so nice!
Is PINK really very cute? *scratch head. Too common already! Here pink there pink everywhere pink pink. Yesterday, Thursday, we got out HTM goodie goodie bags! We paid for it ok! (Shirt, file, pen, notepad, and... a stupid stinky bag to put all the stuff). The shirt is nice! I like it. ;) Hope hope hope... Life in Tp will be easy.

- First time writing leh! LOL.

Test.